too late

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yn pov:

I completely froze as I looked at him standing in the door way. I quickly got off of chres a put on my shirt while chres looked at him unfazed.

"chresanto. how.. why would you do that to Jacob. he's your Bestfriend" ray exclaimed while looking at him. "so what? you ganna tell or something". "no I just thought..." "then shut up. I don't care" chres said cutting him off. and grabbing his shirt. then pecking my lips. I got caught off guard by that... also I liked it. the quick kiss. I liked the power of almost getting caught. I just.. I don't know. "I'll be downstairs yn." chresanto said finally then going to leave the room. I looked down still feeling rays eyes on me. I looked up to meet his look. it wasn't anger. it was hurt. as if I did it to him. "ray... I... I'm... just please don't tell." "your not the girl I thought you were" was all he said then leaving the room also. I picked out my out fit. a fitted red dress with white floral print on it and red bottom heels. I combed out my hair putting it in a doughnut bun, applied light gloss on my lips and went down stairs. "you look nice. big head" prod said as I smiled. "thanks ugly" I rolled my eyes playfully. "yea.. you look beautiful" I heard chres said i looked down trying not to blush. what is wrong with me! I never felt this was about chresanto before "t-thanks chres" I heard ray scoff and I looked up. "come here baby" prince grabbed my arm" I smiled. "yes?" " you got a nice ass in that dress" my smile faded. no your pretty. or look nice. its never about how I look... "...thanks prince" was all I said I got out if his grasp and walked into the kitchen threw the double doors. then prod came in and stood there. "...ray uh..he.." "yea yea so you think I'm a slut too? don't I get some fucking attention!? what about before huh. y'all ain't say shit when he was in the club kissing his girl he cheated on me with. but no. I dont get love" I said now yelling. "yn.. I" prod said before I cut him off and lowered my voice "I don't care. I'll get chresanto if I want to" I walked out the kitchen and into the dinning room where I seem Everyone looking at me. I ignored them as I heard a door bell ring. I went to answer it "DREA" I said as I hugged her. she Hugged back then looked at me. it looked like she was crying. she smiled faintly and looked around and oddly she got happy. a smile appeared on her face. I traced her eyes as they met... Jacobs? I looked at him and he was... smiling I brushed it off. "hey prince.." drea said obviously nervous. "wassup drea. you look nice for the forth" yea it was the 4th of July. hense why I'm wearing a red dress with white. I don't care for the color blue. drea was wearing denim blue booty shorts and a red and white stripped shirt along with a white belt and fire red jordans. yea she looked nice,  but he aint say nothing to me whe- .... "excuse me yn" I came back from my train of thought when I saw prince hugging drea.. kinda... tightly. his hand around her wait her hands around his shoulders. why is he acting so weird.. and why are they... wait that's my best friend she wouldn't hurt me..right?

she would betray me right?.

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Prince loves me....right?

all these thoughts were going through my head. I need to stop thinking about this. "oh uh I'll get out some drinks" I said and I rushed into the kitchen. its ok yn. its ok i kept saying to myself. I got out a large white serving tray and grabbed small shot glasses placing them on the tray. I walked to the fridge also grabbing precut lemons and limes. then I got out some salt placing it on a dish then placing it on the tray. I went into the cabinet getting red rosè, blue grey goose, and plain clear ciroc to go on the tray also. I got a small pitcher of ice tea placing it down then I got napkins and small drink mixers. I overlooked the tray congratulating myself for the nice decor of the tray. slowly I picked it up and walked through the double doors backwards into the dinning room where I found Tina , Tara, Brooke, Tony and Sofia already sitting. "hey yn" I heard everyone say. "hey guys" I said as I slowly placed the tray on the table. "yass turn upp" I heard Tara say as she got off of rays lap. ray pulled her back down. "nooo turn up nothing" "yea" I added "you got a mini you in there.. CONGRATS!!" I yelled going to her. she had on a high waisted blue skirt and a plain red shirt with white heels. I looked and seen Tina had on red skinny jeans and blue shirt with stars. basically you can say everyone was in the whole "USA" mode. chresanto got up and put on 'fabulous//them slick' and we was all vibin. prince rolled up a blut and sparked it. he took a puff then passed it around. I took a shot glass taking a shot then a lemon and salt. damn that was good. I took another one and made a sour face as I took another taste of the bitter sweet lemon. "hey uh. I invited my boy down from Georgia to come through" prince said rolling another blut even though we just started one. "oh yea? who" Tina said. "its..." princes sentence was cut short by the door bell ringing. I went to open it as I saw this boy standing here. he was drop dead gorgeous. from his polo shirt,  to his perfect waves,  Carmel skin.... I didn't realize I was staring until I heard him chuckle. "uh.. umm" "its ok" he said smiling. "I'm Daniel. but call me diggy" "hi I'm yn. come in" he walked in and gave Craig, Jake, chres and ray a dap. "this is Tina, Tara, drea, Brooke and Sofia" "hello ladies" diggy said as he smiled. literally all the girls mouths were open. I can't blame them he was a nice piece of man. "ight ight I know he sexy but damn" Craig said. we all busted out laughing I swear he can be so gay sometimes. Daniel sat down and after a drink or two. it seemed like we all known each other in forever. but something caught me.. Sofia kept staring at chresanto. like why? he don't want her. he wants m.... wait! I need to stop! I have a nice man to takes care of me. so what if chres does have those muscles and perfect teeth,  those eyes, and the way he says my name just.. "yn!" I shook my head trying to get it together. "yes" I looked at chresanto. "I said do you want to dance?" I looked around and saw everyone else dancing.. even prince and drea. I felt like someone just punched me. not only Berto but prince too... wait. I'm over thinking its just a dance. that's all. "sure" I said while getting up and walking with chres to the big space in the living room provided for this occasion. he took his hands placing them lightly on my hips and moved me to the beat so lightly and gently. I closed my eyes moving with him and he began to grind against me. not to be sexual but just so his body could be next to mine. I turned around and faces him and his eyed ever left mine we danced together. his face was so close to mine but I loved it. just as he was about to lean in lost in the moment. the music stopped and I quickly moved back. I looked around to see if anyone noticed and my luck... no one,  not a single soul saw. man I need to stop. I walked away from chresanto because I know I'd I saw Prince my mind would be straight. but he was no where to be found. I looked in the kitchen, no. dinning room , nope. so I slowly walked upstairs. my guy was saying no stop!. but my mind was saying keep going. so I krept up the stairs and heard some noise from the.. bathroom? I went close by and heard some movement. I put my ear to the door and I couldn't believe it. I wouldn't

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"do you think she knows bae"

"nah yn don't know shit drea. just come and ride papi like you did before"

"mmm I sure will"

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I backed up slowly with incoming tears in my eyes. I bumped into someone and I turned around seeing the one person I had wanted to. chres

"woah you ok" I heard him say with concern

"she...he...they were" and I couldn't take it. I broke down. right infront of him. he pulled my into his arms and Hugged me tightly. I cried into his chest as he lifted my head up with his hand. "hey,  pretty girls don't cry" I sniffles as a faded smile came upon my lips. then I felt his soft lips connected to mine. at this point I didn't care if we got caught. I just didn't want to leave his hold.

"want to go to my place?"

".....yes"

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