Sam's POV
It's been a month since I have seen Michael face to face and I am dying. I miss his hugs, his kisses, his smile, his laugh, and his voice... just him. I hadn't gotten out of bed this past week because of how depressed I've been. I rolled over in bed and thought about doing it. I looked at my wrist and could still clearly see the scars. I debated against it because I promised him. Just thinking of him shattered my heart. Yeah we skype, but I miss his touch. I can't do this long distance anymore. I needed to talk to him.
Michael's POV
I was just hanging out with the boys today and I started thinking of Sam. I smiled at the thought of her when my phone buzzed. Speaking of my baby.
"From: Sammy <3"
Hey Mikey, skype soon? We need to talk xx
I smiled and replied;
"To: Sammy <3"
Sure babe xx
I walked over to my laptop and clicked on her name. It rang a couple times and then her face popped up. I love her a lot, but she looked like shit.
"Baby, what's wrong?" she started crying. What did I say?
"Babe?" I was really worried.
"M-mikey... I can't do this anymore..." she had makeup running down her face.
"W-what?" my heart was literally shattering by the minute. "No baby please. I love you." She had stopped crying but wasn't looking at the camera. She looked up and little tears fell down her face.
"I love you too, but I can't take this anymore! I haven't left my bed for a week straight. I almost broke today, but I thought of you and our promise and I didn't. I want to always be in your arms. I crave your touch every day! I can't do long distance. I am sorry, you deserve someone you can hold every day. Bye Michael." And with that she hung up. I had fresh tears falling. I yelled and screamed and punched the wall, I tried texting but she didn't answer. I tried skyping her but she blocked. I fell to my knees. I had never felt this way about a girl before and now it over. The boys ran in and saw me. They all rushed over to hug me. They have never seen me cry before so they didn't know what to do.
"Mike... what the hell happened?" I looked at Calum and he patted my back. I sat there and just staring at the wall processing what just happened. I looked at the boys sitting in front of me. I sighed and told them everything that just happened. They all hugged me and we decided to go out to get my mind off of things. We went for a walk and then got ice cream.
"Thanks mates." I smiled. They all smiled back as we headed home. Fuck life.
Sam's POV
Did I just do that? I fell back onto my bed and cried more. I made sure he couldn't contact me. I blocked him on skype and ignored his text messages. I sat up in my bed and went to my mirror. I looked like shit. I grabbed a makeup wipe and cleaned my face then I just laid back in bed. Fuck all of this. I'm going to sleep. So I did.
-A few months later-
I jumped out of bed ready to go meet Jake for our date. Yes, Jake from HotTopic. Haha see what I did there? No? Oh okay. I rushed down into the kitchen but then had to run back to got my phone. I checked my appearance one last time. I was wearing my black skinny jeans. I had on a "Band Obsessed" crop top and my black converse. My hair was curled down my back and I had on my many bracelets and my normal makeup. A few weeks ago Jake convinced me it would be cute if I dyed my hair red, so I did. It looked like Ariana Grande's hair when it was red.
"Babe!" I heard Jake yell. I smiled and grabbed my stuff. He was standing in the kitchen with his back turned. I walked up behind him and hugged him. He laughed and turned around. He kissed me. I kissed back and wrapped my hands around his back, but it didn't feel like Michael's kisses. They were soft, yes, but Mikey's sent shivers through my body. I shook the thought away and pulled away and smiled.
