The Campus Badboy is my Fiance?

CHAPTER 36

Chapter 36 - Pain and Joy

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Ellyza's POV

I stopped crying and wiped my eyes and smiled bitterly. Kuya released from the hug and it looks like that he's worried about me. My eyes landed at Elle who is teary eyed and quickly hugged me.

"Yza, okay ka na?" She asked.

"Of course, better than ever" i said and chuckled but Elle's eyes got even more worried and srared at me.

"I know that you're not okay Yza. Minsan ka lang mag english at magseryoso" she said and sighed.

I looked at the others and they were confused and worried. Yeah, only the two of us knew about me and Zayden. 

"Would you guys mind if I leave for a moment?" I asked them and no one answered. I ran to the elevator and pressed the last floor.

That is where the garden is. I often went to gardens and parks since we broke up. Nature calms me down. I reached the last floor and the elevator door opened. I quickly got out of it and ran to the garden. Good thing that I'm the only one here. I sat down at the grass and tucked myself into a fetus seat. I put my down and started to cry again.

I know that I'm not okay. I don't know why but it still hurts. Three years has passed and it still hurts. I was only 16 when it happened. Funny thing that our relationship last for a year. It was our anniversary when I caught him making out with that bitch.

They don't know a single thing about me. Only Elle and Kuya knew the old me. I'm childish for a reason. I act childish so that the sad feelings will go away. I act childish so that I can be happy. Well, I must say that I'm still a little bit childish in the past but I'm more like a serious type like Kuya.

~flashback~

Nasa Korea na kami ni Mom at pumunta na kami sa bahay namin dito sa Korea. Nagulat ako ng pagpasok ko sa bahay ay nandoon si Elle.

"Yza! Welcome to Korea!" Sigaw niya at yinakap ako.

"Uhm, Elle di ako makahinga" sabi ko at napangiti nalang sa iniasta niya. Moody talaga. Kumalas na siya sa yakap at nginitian ako.

"Yza tara sa Park! Tambay muna tayo doon" nakangiting alok niya.

"Aww, sorry Xandra hindi makakapaglaro si baby kasi pagod siya sa byahe" nakita ko namang bumagsak ang balikat ni Elle.

"Mom, I'm not a baby anymore okay? I'm already fifteen" sabi ko kay Mom.

~end of flashback~

I kept crying and then I heard footsteps leading my way. I raised my head and looked at the person who followed me here. Its James.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked him. I wiped my tears away and stared at him blankly. He scratched his nape and sat beside me.

"Sorry dahil lagi kitang inaasar na isip bata. Hindi ko kasi alam na may pinapagdaanan ka" He sincerely said to me.

"Its fine, its not a big deal. I'm used to people judging me without knowing the reason why I am like this" I said and smiled bitterly at him. I was shocked that he suddenly locked me in his arms. Tears came out of my eyes and I quickly wiped them away. I don't wanna cry anymore. It hurts my eyes huhuhu.