You, Me, and... Her (old version)

You

I remember when I first met you, it wasn't like  I bumped you during school. It was more along the lines of a cliche.

I dreamt about you before I actually met you a year later. It was weird like stepping into someone else's memories of their current "Present". I found you when you were broken... tears on your face, and that dumb blue jacket of your which to this day I really question why tf do you keep it still.

When you met "Her"... I was happy you were able to find a real connection with someone. She was a bit weird and crazy and had a few loose screws haha... you sure had a way of picking them.

Not to mention Stella but that's another story...

Over the years I watched you and her get closer. You started to think more and more about her,

She on the other hand wondering if you ever liked her....

I hated that

You asked her out in one of the dorkiest pussiest way imo.

You convinced her to ask you out to show that what she thought you saying "No" will actually not happen. You said yes and it took awhile for it to set in.

From there... the two years you had was great till He came along. She wanted an escape from having to fix things with you. Eventually she left you for him...

Turning Bestfriends whom were like Brothers against each other.

Turning your friends against you.

...Playing the Victim.

Spreading lies about you.

You were outcasted and was so close to the edge...

That's how I "met"  you.

Our old usual spot, the hill with the tree and bleachers.

I don't know why I bothered to help I guess it was just I felt gravitated to you. Not in the romantic sense obviously, just in the sense I was helping a dear friend. You asked me why I was here, pass one another pretty daily so it was understandable for me to randomly come to you.

I answered, "Just curious on why you're always looking lonely"

You smiled holding tears back and you let it spill, how you had issues with "Her", to what you want todo, to family, to TSF, to Stella. We talked for a good couple hours before you had to head home. 

"...Hey you never gave me your name now that I think about it. I always see you around though haha"

"I'll tell you someday, now get outta here you dork."

Another year later and you started football... I thought you would fail but had faith that you'd be determined to show others wrong.Everyone doubted you playing the sport and you took it with a smile. Me on the other hand. I was a ghost member for the Game Club and Track. 

High School was meant for a New start for you right? Wrong. "She" was  still dating there. Eventually she convinced you to date her again after you finally moved on and got your shit together...

But why would you...? She already fucked you over before... 

By this time you finally started to realize I'm  "still around". I was happy to have finally been accepted into your life. Even though I hardly talked to you just here and there when you were at your low.

You didn't talk to me really until the end of Sophomore year and beginning of Junior year.

Although we did start to hang out more  and you have gotten used to seeing me dress and other things. Sorry not sorry lol I know you stare at times