Kyungsoo gave me a bad grade. I know I deserved it though.
We hadn't talked for a whole week.
I only tried to talk to him a couple of times but he kept saying that he has work. I didn't believe him anymore.
Graduation is tomorrow and
I don't want to go. But I have to. To make my mother "proud".
The next day
Kyungsoo texted me saying that he wanted to see me before graduation. I said yes. Of course.
So we met in the school field.
But we weren't alone. The same girl I saw in the teacher's office was there.
He was standing pretty far away from me. So I took a step closer,only to earn a stern look by the girl.
" I called you here to talk to you."he paused. "And the reason why I haven't been talking to you."
I nodded and let him speak,without interrupting him.
"You see...how do I say this...I want to break up with you. Because I think that we're not a match."
I couldn't form any words. I couldn't speak...
"I'm older. And you are very young. You have your whole life ahead of you. I can't stay in your life and take you away from your responsibilities."
I burst out in tears.
"Then why did you ask me to be your girlfriend if you thought that you were too old for me. Why? Why did you ruin the whole year, to tell me you lost interest in me?"
"I had high hopes for our relationship. You always had bad moods and I couldn't help you in any way."
"That's not a reason Kyungsoo. Is this your new girlfriend? Is that why you actually broke up with me?"I said
I was crying real bad right now. I knew something like this was gonna happen.
" Yeah...her name is-"
"I don't give a damn about her name. Just leave me alone"
The tears wouldn't stop running.
I felt nothing but a hole in my heart.
Is this even worth it?
Probably not.
That's all I remember before everything turned black.
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Oh god...forgive me on what I wrote today. Just needed to end this somehow.
So yeah...
This is the end.
Goodbye
