Lost Hope (Cameron Boyce Imagine)

Moving On~ch.6

Cameron P.O.V

Bianca already left for Michigan for her brothers funeral. I wish I could go to support and everything but I'm stuck in the hospital bed. I'm actually scared that i wont see Bianca again. Maybe last night was the last time i got to hear her voice and see her and smell her vanilla perfume she always wear. I unfortunately also don't get to see her brother again the person i thought was really funny and had all the jokes. I actually was a little jealous of Erik but now i cant believe he died. I wonder who would shoot at the red carpet like wasn't there security like the ones outside my door. My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door.

"Hey honey mind if we come in." My mom voice carried throughout the room.

"No come in." i said trying to sit up on the bed

"Hey bro how you feeling?" Maya my little sister asked taking a seat in between my mom and dad.

"Hanging in there." I said. My mom got up and kissed me on my head and sat down on the bed next to me stroking my hair.

"I should've been more protective over you." She hugged me and really tight rocking me back and forth like when i was little. "Everything will be alright i promise." mom whispered in my ear. I felt a tear run down my face of the memory of mom holding me when I was little, Erik being shot, Bianca I might not see again, me almost dieing, Bianca almost dieing. My dad came over and join the hug and so did Maya. I know guys shouldn't cry but i just couldn't hold in the pain no more. I started to cry in the arms of my family.

Bianca P.O.V

I Just arrived home at 5:36 p.m. Without Erik here its so quiet and I just really mess him. Why did it have to be him it should've been me. I've been having that guilt none stop and my heart is just turned up sided down and shattered. I whipped away the tear that has fallen and drag my suitcase up the stairs.

Once to my room i feel onto my bed breaking down crying. I threw the covers over my head. I cry my self to sleep.

5 years later

"Are you sure you got everything." My mom said looking around to see if I'm not leaving anything behind.

"Mom I'm fine i got everything." i said with my suitcase in my hand. Ready to leave with my boyfriend Kaylop to are new apartment in California where I will go to College.

"I love you." My mom said hugging me

"I love you more." i said

"Not possible." she said letting go of the hug

"yes possible." I said

"I'll miss you." she said smiling. My step-Dad gave me a hug good-bye and me and Kaylop were on our way to the airport.

After Erik died me and my mom grew a stronger connection. She quiet her job and found one where she could spend more time with me. We ended up selling the house and moving into an apartment. I was under depression for the first year. Cameron never texted me or Blake witch added on to the depression i guess. My mom ended up finding someone and marrying him the third year. I actually got a boyfriend the same year but it lasted 4 months. The boyfriend I have now we been dating for approximately a year. Oh and Skai is still my friend but we not as close same with Sarah.

"Babe you hungry." Kaylop asked Interrupting my thoughts.

"Naw are you." i asked He shocked his head no. The car ride was silent so i got some reading in. It was actually my book i wrote and i read it over and over it reminds me of everything that happened when i was 14. Between falling for Cameron and Blake the drama and the shooting it was a brilliant book that i personally like reading except the shooting part. The people that would read my book would always ask what happens next. Is Nicole [me] gonna go see Luis [Cameron] again or go for Dylan[Blake]? I stopped the story after the funeral part. I couldn't keep writing because in real life there wasn't a story line to continue because it was over plus it was young love that wasn't gonna go any where. I do still think about what if the shooting never happened who would i pick Blake or Cameron or what if i actually got to marry one of them and had a future with one of them. Would I even ever know Kaylop? Then I still wonder what life would been like if Erik didn't take the bullet for me?

Cameron P.O.V

People say I went like crazy and lost it but I don't see where it happened. Its like i can barley remember the 3 years after i was told Bianca died. My heart broke I wanted to kill who ever did that to her. Blake told me this info once I got out the hospital. I actually thought bout killing myself to just see her again. Then i realised maybe no one ever killed her maybe she killed herself to be with her brother. Literally my Dad threatened to but me in insane asylum if i didn't pull myself together. Of course my mom was protesting against it but she didn't win nor did I.

I was sent to the insane asylum. The part that really had me thinking was why did i care about her so much. They put me on these meds and feed me same food everyday. Someone would come in and talk to me.

I finally was released after 3 years and moved on with my life. I got off the meds and came home and started acting once more. I started in this big hit movie and i was the main character gain me huge amount of money. I got tons of interviews a lot asking about why i went into the insane asylum. I just always said because love can break you down.

Now i have my own place nice and huge and I'm actually working on this new movie coming out soon.

"Cameron guess what tomorrow?" Danielle my girlfriend questioned me hopping on the couch next to me.

"Your Birthday how I could possibility forget." I said kissing her cheek. Turning the channel to the news.

"You remembered! So what are you getting me?" She said now getting curious

"I cant tell you princess." i said smiling at her. She grunted at me for not telling her and got up to cook dinner. "I'll be back." i said heading towards the door.

"Ok see later." she yelled from the kitchen.

I left out to go to Kay Jewelry store. I had my eye on this one ring it was expensive $1299 but she worth it.

I'm picking up the ring from the store. I enter into the store to a welcome from the door holder. I make my way to the front.

"pick up for Cameron Boyce." I said looking at the man at the front desk

"ok I'll be right back." he typed in my name in the computer and walked to the back of the store. He came back to the front with a black box.

"Here you go sir." He said handing me the box.

I took the box and said thanks since I already paid it was a easy pick up. I started walking out the door towards my Audi. As I was walking I drop the box on the ground. Before I could pick it up someone else did. I looked at her my heart dropped to my feet.

"Is it really you" my voice cracked