Just Another Love story...

part 1... my life

I am just like u. I live a life just like yours. I sleep,wake up, go to school, do extra jobs and most importantly I don't fall in love easy... Yes I know it's strange and weird but my heart has been hurt a couple times by a couple guys that didn't treat me right.It was a situation where he loved me to much so I let him go.
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It broke my heart and trust me it broke his even more. It went on for to long and he didn't want to do anything anymore but we got over it somehow in our own way(not talking to each other since we broke up-that way).

I go to Mystic Falls highschool and have crazy but amazing friends, even though we're just five we for full the total of ten people (using the word people to describe us is just being kind towards us). It sounds sad but trust me it isn't. There is alot of handsome,cute,manipulating guys who I would love to date and who would love to date me but I never felt a connection with any of them exept fot the one and the only who appears to be my ex
nowadays. I work at a DVD shop where I enjoy it so much. I work with another highschool student who just coincidentally appears to be in the same school as me and his name is Zavier. He is amazing and caring and is always there for me but I never knew what I'm about to discover.

But first the rest of my life. I go to school by taking the bus with Zavier every morning at 8am and go to work with him at 2 pm. We always have fun and enjoy each others company. One night when I felt lonely and sad he came to my house with popcorn and movies and we stayed up all night talking about our hopes and dreams and the lives we would like to live someday. Both our lives included having to live a full life and to have a family and the privilege to have children and to grow old with someone you would die for and live the rest of your life with. It made me happy inside to know that if I ever wondered what would happen to me and my life ,he would calm me and tell me that I still have a long life and alot to live for.
He always and I mean always knew the right thing to say in the right way at the right time. The thing was that I never knew how we felt for each other. After work he would ride the bus with me to my house even if he lived on the other side of town. What I'm trying to say is that he was always there for me and still is. The night he took the bus with me to my house ,I fell asleep on him on the ride home. He took me and carried me inside and put me in my bed and all I did was held him and refused if he wanted to leave. When I woke up he was sitting on the ground sleeping and still holding my hand with his warm hand that fitted perfectly into mine. He told me that I looked so peaceful and quiet and that he tried to leave but I wouldn't let him. I was so grateful that he stayed and cared enough not to leave me. I tried thanking him so many times but he said it was no problem. He got grounded but he said it was the highlight of his night and week and perhaps his month.

We eventually got over it but we still work and basically live together. He knows everything about me and how I live and how I do anything and I know the same about him. We have a lot of great memories and a lot of funny and weird memories and trust me we have sad memories which in all of them we're together helping each other through the situation.
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I always thought that he would be the person that would be there on my wedding day and would help me on my 21 birtday and would be there when my children were born. I always thought that he would come visit and my children would call him uncle Zavier. That never happened. We loved each other deep as friends and exclamation on the friends part. On weekends we would get together and we would go out of town and have a picnic and make jokes and laugh and just forget about our worries and just live without any thoughts for that moment that we're together. The one thing I know is that I felt more for him without noticing and slowly he started to notice it to and didn't know why I felt it at all. We grew on each other and we grew together with the one word on each of our minds... The small word that can change a life, that can bring two people together "LOVE". It is a magnificent word that made me think differently about everything. I wasn't ready for this but again who can be. I wasn't planning on it but maybe he did and I just never noticed. All the time we spent,the way he looked at me,the way he cared about me,the way he was always there,the way he could always cheer me up,how when I didn't want him to go he didn't even try to argue and the way he loved me without me noticing. So are you ready to find out what our lives behold... Believe me ,I WASN'T...