Alternate | Seokjin [√]

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❝If my fate is to disappear like this, then this is my last letter
Penned words, written then erased
Feelings for you, so many to let go❞

-let go, bts

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12:37 am

kim.seokjin:
i couldn't do it

kim.seokjin:
i... i just

kim.seokjin:
i couldn't...

kim.seokjin:
i took out my car and i.. i was at full speed... i was going to crash and i was ready

kim.seokjin:
but i don't know why i tried to lower the speed at the last moment.. it just happened

kim.seokjin:
i couldn't do it

kim.seokjin:
i was so sure of it but i couldn't

eunsuen:
jin

eunsuen:
oh my god jin

eunsuen:
oh my god...

eunsuen:
i thought... i thought you died

eunsuen:
where are you now

eunsuen:
i can't believe it's you

eunsuen:
is this really you?

kim.seokjin:
it's because i suddenly tried lowering the speed and pulled the break the car crashed

kim.seokjin:
but it wasn't major... i just hurt my head a little

kim.seokjin:
there was blood and people called the paramedics

kim.seokjin:
I'm at the hospital now

eunsuen:
jin are you really okay?

eunsuen:
i just... i thought i had really lost you

eunsuen:
and i couldn't bear it

kim.seokjin:
you didn't do anything stupid did you

eunsuen:
i didn't but you tried doing so

eunsuen:
i lost my conscious after talking to you last night

eunsuen:
i just... after everything.. i thought you were really gone again

eunsuen:
and my parents brought me to the hospital i woke up this evening

eunsuen:
they said it was due to shock

eunsuen:
you stupid

eunsuen:
i am just so glad so fucking glad you're alive