Sorry I left.

I'm sorry I let you go

Joy POV

Everyday, I keep on thinking what could've happened if we didn't let each other go...

Are we still together?
How happy we could've been...
How envious others will be... For we have a love that is so true we decided to end it before we can hurt each other...

She feels empty. NO. Scratch that. She is EMPTY. In its truest sense.

It's been 2 years. The longest years she wished she's not into. Yes, she's Red Velvet's Park Sooyoung. Yes, she WAS in a relationship with BTOB's Yook Sungjae. It was one of her happiest days but it ended.

They had the right love at a wrong time.

It felt so right but they can't be selfish. They met because they were part of Red Velvet and BTOB. As much as they are being supported by their members, saying "it's okay." "We're okay." They really can't let their groups suffer because of them. Red Velvet still being rookies at that time and a group that has a lot in front of them. BTOB on the other hand has been in the industry for more than 3 years and is slowly receiving the recognition they deserve, the young couple decided to end it..

SM and Cube knew about their relationship during We Got Married that's why it ended all of a sudden after their uniform date. They aren't suppose to end because of the ratings and love they are receiving but, SM found out and pulled some string to end the show suddenly. Cube is in the midst of changing the CEO that time and the new president and SM wanted them to break up.

Yes, it's such a cruel industry. They can't date. Not unless they are already there.

"Oppa, jaljinaeji?(you're doing good right?)" Joy whispers to herself, thingking about Sungjae. Joy sighed. "After all these years oppa... it's still you and will only be you..." tearing up, she immediately shrug it off as she is alone, catching some fresh air as they are at an event at Pyeonchang for the Winter Olympics.

BTOB is there too. Performing right after their performance. Great. Just. Great. Joy thought as she knew it will be really awkward and seeing him again makes her tremble. Feeling the longingness to hug and kiss him. Again. Joy just sighed and went back to their waiting room as it's getting cold and she's feeling a little under the weather.

Sungjae POV

BTOB is already at the venue and is chilling in their waiting room. Being the beagle idols that they are, their room is always a mess. But one member is being quiet at the other side of the room...

"Sungjae-ah, gwenchana?" Eunkwang asked as he is getting worried for Sungjae. He knows that seeing Joy still hurts him. It was a hard break-up and a very painful one. He was always thankful for Sungjae all BTOB members are. Yes, it was a group effort but they all know that Sungjae was a very BIG help. No one can deny it. He also feels very guilty for he know the reason behind their break-up.

Sungjae heard his Eunkwang hyung and he simply smiled and just nod. Not even a single word coming out from his mouth. The smile he gave that didn't even reached his eyes. His eyes that seems to fall into oblivion as he remembers her. Her one and only. Her love of his life. The reason why he is working very hard. The only reason he survives thinking that one day their promise will be fulfilled.

Right love, right time... Sungjae sighed as he mumbled to himself, "when is the right time?"

Eunkwang just tapped his shoulder and gave him a reassuring smile. "Sungjae-ah, isn't this your right time?" Emphasizing on the last two words, Sungjae was left frozen. "Did he hear me?"

Sungjae was left dumbfounded. He has fallen into deep thoughts.

Right time...
Is this the time?
We're both okay now... right?