Breathe Me-What Did I Do Wrong

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"You worthless piece of shit!," My father yelled while slamming me into the wall, making me fall backwards.
"Father Please...I beg of you, you're hurting me."
"You don't deserve to be living!" He Said this while picking me up from by my Collar and punching me five times in my face making me drop to the floor.

My name is Elle and I'm 16 years old. My father wasn't always like this. Infact he was the most loving and caring person but that all changed when my mom died from Cancer.

~FlashBack~
"Honey I don't think I'm gonna make it" My mom said looking at me from the side of the bed.
"Mom, what do you mean" I said to her while squeezing her hand holding onto her like if I'm holding onto dear life.
"I'm sorry hon-" she was saying but was cut off by the sound of the machine. Beep. Beep. Beep. was the only sound that filled the room. thenn all of a sudden her hand fell out of mines. Doctors came rushin into the room, they told us we had to leave the room.

Five minutes later, the doctor came out to tell us what was going on.
"I'm sorry sir we did all we could," the doctor said to my father and I.
"No! you didn't do enough!" My father yelled back. tears appeared in his eyes as he kicked down a chair.
"Daddy, whats going on" my five year old self say.
"Elle.. your mom, sh- she's gone.." he stuttered.
"what do you mean gone? Is she coming back?" I say.
"No Elle shes not, she's dead." My father said weekly. I remember droping to my knees bawling eyes out.He has always blamed me for her death. Maybe her death was actually my fault I would always thought to myself and maybe my father wouldn't have changed into a monster.

Present

I lay on the floor with a pool of blood surrounded me and with bruises all over my body."Clean this up you worthless son of a bitch!" My father said then he left. I tried my hardest to move, it felt like he broke all the bones in my body. Finally I got up using all the energy that I had left. With tears welled up in my eyes I quickly removed all the blood from the floor pondering to myself how many times I've been in this position before. Then I headed up to my room and locked the door.Using Make-up to cover up all the bruises became my everyday life. I finish off one last bruise that my father left on my shoulder and got ready for school.

~●~

I manage to get through all my classes without being noticed. Here I am sitting Alone at lunch with a large burger and Some hot Coffee in front of me. Just as I was about to drink my Coffee Someone Came out of nowhere and grabbed it and spilled it all over me. When I looked up it was Regina the most popular girl in school.
"freak! Go die no one likes you" She said this while laughing like it was the best joke in the world. I just sat their while she just continued telling me to go die until bryce the most popular guy in school came up to us.
"Leave her alone Regina" bryce said angrily.
"you can't tell me what to do bryce!" She fired back.
"I swear to god Regina if you don't leave I'll-" Bryce was saying but got cut off by Regina.
"You'll do what Bryce?" Regina said with a serious expression on her face.
"I'll tell Everyone the truth about who you really are" Bryce said threatening her.
"You wouldn't" said Regina.
"Try me" Bryce Said.
"Yall are both freaks," she huffed and then left.

"You ok?" Bryce asked. But I didn't say anything I just stared at him confusingly at him.
"Helllo you there?" he said.
"Sorry I was just Confused as to why you stood up for me to Regina isn't she like your girlfriend or something?" I asked.
"Frist of all I don't like the way she's been treating you I mean we're all human and nope we're not dating anymore." He said.
"Well ok" I said.
"You should Totally come to my party tonight" Bryce said.
"I'm sorry but parties isn't really my thing"I said.
"Come on I just saved you from Mrs Bitch the least you could do is come to my party." Bryce said.
"I don't really know" I say.
"Come on it'll be fun or atleast think about it" He pouted.
"ok I will" I say with a smile.
"yes!" He replied excitedly.
"Anyways I gotta go I'll see you around, hopefully at the party" he said with a smile.
"Maybe" I replied. then he left.

The day went by quickly, I took the buss home as my father has no intentions of picking me up whatsoever and I noticed my that my father wasn't home from work, I was relieved. I went straight up to my room and decided to watch my favourite tv show.Seconds later I heard my father's Car Parking inside the garage. I quickly turned off the T.V, knowing the drill I headed downstairs. A moment later came my father stumbling through the door, his eyes red as blood.
"Hey Dad, how was your day?" I asked politely with a smile.
" Don't fucking talk to me Bitch!" He slapped me across my face. I could smell the alcohol coming from his breath. He kicked me in my face and held me by my hair slamming me ino the wall repeatedly finally stopping at the fifth time.. Then he began picking up things and smashing it all over the house. I just lay their on the floor debating whether I should fight back or not but my body felt numb I couldn't move.

Authors Note
This story isn't finshed, I just needed to get it up published because I've been working on it for weeks now. Anyways enjoy the story and don't forget to Comment● Like ● Share

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