So it all started when I was 9 or 10 but I didn't know what depression was at that time. I would always hear voices in my head saying to "give up" or "die already" and I didn't know why I heard them. I never told anyone til last summer because I was cutting and I never wanted to eat that much anymore. And my mom would get worried that I would end up in the hospital if i didn't eat a lot so I did eat but when I did the voices got louder and louder and they didn't stop! People thought I was crazy and called me a "depressed freak","Emo",and a bitch and told me to die and one night I was texting my bf because we got into a fight....that broke me.....and I snapped and I started cutting and I almost pasted out because of blood lost. Then people want to joke about depression at my school and that makes me so mad! because what is so funny about it people die from it and cut because of people like u so you're not innocent you kill People! I got told to go die by people that make fun of depression but look I still cut and want to die but I know my family and friends would miss me......so I won't die....not yet.....💔💔
