You Dont Owe Me Anything

AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is a story based off mtv's faking it. After the season finale, which was... Well.. Wow. This is what I think will happen, more like what I hope. Liam (aka hottie douche face) will not be in this fanfiction, cause the scene with Liam and Amy didn't make sense. Karmy time. Prepare for feels. This story is inspired by the song you don't owe me anything by tonight alive. Disclaimer: I don't own faking it or any of the characters in this story.

AMY'S POV

I already have one bottle of champagne down, how long till it stops my heart? I think as I finish off the second bottle. How could she do that to me? I'm lost in thought when I hear a voice from behind me. "Amy?" Lauren asks, sounding concerned. "What do you want Lauren?" I slur. She rolls her eyes and takes the third bottle from me. "I think you've had enough. Come on, let's get you to bed." She says and helps me up, I want to disagree but when I stand up and have to lean on her to even stay upright I know that she's right. She helps me to my room and I crawl under the blankets, I lay there for awhile, trying to forget about Karma, but she's all I can think about. Her eyes, her hair, her lips, oh her lips. Everything about her is just perfect. I think before I feel like I'm going to throw up from the feeling in my heart. She doesn't love me. These thoughts race through my head until about 2am when I finally fall asleep.

KARMA'S POV

I woke up in my bed a few hours after Amy's confession, I recall all the events and how I may have lost her forever, tears threaten to fall from my eyes. How can I make this right? I think. I jolt out of bed and look at the clock, it's around 2am now, I turn on the light in my room and grab a pen and paper and start writing. After the first few lines the words seem to flow, I can do this. I keep thinking, it's never going to be the way it was, I know that, but maybe I can mend what I broke. I grab my guitar and start writing the chords, the song seems to flow together perfectly and it says everything that I can't. I keep practicing and try not to cry while playing it. I'll go over there tomorrow and talk to her. This is what you wanted Amy, for me to tell you how I feel. I think I can do that now. I think as I finish practicing the song for the hundredth time. I check the clock and see that it's about 7am. I should go over there in a few hours. What if she doesn't want to see me? I've never seen Amy so hurt. She looked as if she could die from the pain I caused her. I push the thoughts out of my head, Amy wouldn't, would she? She's stronger than that, she's the strongest person I know. She's the only one who keeps me sane. I need her. I've never thought about how much I need her. I can't live without her.

I hear a knock on my door. "Karma? Sweetie are you up yet? Your dad and I are going out there is breakfast for you in the kitchen." My mother says through the door. I decide not to say anything and just stay in my room reading the song over and over again. After I've read it a good hundred more times I get my guitar and grab food and go to Amy's.

When I get there I am greeted by Lauren. "What do you want Karma? Here to break Amy's heart more?" Lauren says harshly, was she really trying to protect Amy? From me of all people? Her words hurt though, because she was right. Lauren was probably right about me all along, with whatever she thought about me. It couldn't have been good. "No," I say, "I'm here to apologize to her. Please Lauren, just let me talk to her." I beg, I've reached an all time low if I'm begging Lauren for something, but I can't think about that now. She narrows her eyes at me. "If you hurt Amy anymore than you already have, let's just say, you don't want to know what's going to happen." She said and let me in. I was actually a little afraid of Lauren at this moment, but not as afraid as I was to go talk to Amy. I walk upstairs to Amy's room and open the door slowly. Amy groans and rolls over. "Lauren I don't want to get up." She said into her pillow. "It's not Lauren." I say, knowing the second I speak she'll know it's me. Amy jolted up, what the hell? Why is she here? Hasn't she hurt me enough? She thinks when she sees me "What are you doing here?" She asked. I walk in her room and close the door. "Amy, I want to apologize. Just hear me out." I say, tears starting to sting my eyes again but I push away the lump in my throat and focus on getting the words out. "I wrote you something, it says everything I can't. Amy, I'm so sorry for everything." I said before getting out my guitar and starting to play the intro to the song.