Idek Hayes

What do you want?

I get to the car. I drop my Teddy bear. Johnson was standing right in front of me.

"So you have the nerve to fucking come here?! Johnson you better leave before I kick your ass."

"Mads just listen," he stepped towards me as I stepped back. I finally see Taylor and Nash standing in front of the car.

"Don't fucking call me Mads! If you didn't understand that I'm done with you too then you're fucking stupid!"

"Please just come back."

"No I'm not coming back now!" by now I was bawling my eyes out. Hayes was standing behind me with a look of astonishment.

"Please Maddy... Jack hasn't been the same at all he's all depressed and I don't know what to do," he was now crying.

"Where is he?"

"He's In the car," he pointed to a black suburban.

"Get him," he turned around and taylor came over to me and gave me a hug.

"Jack you have a lot of nerve coming here. Seriously what the hell were you thinking?!" Johnson was now watching us through the windshield on the car.

"Maddy please come home!" Jack begged.

"No Jack I'm not coming home. That's not my home. Here is my home with Taylor. Not you anymore Jack. I'm really sorry you are depressed that makes me feel bad but I've been so much better here I'm here with a good family."

"Our family was a good family," Jack wasn't crying much but he still was and I had stopped crying as much.

"See Jack it was not is but was. It's not a good family anymore. Mom and dad haven't noticed I'm gone have they?! No I know for a fact they haven't they don't care Jack!"

"But I care," he looked me straight in the eyes.

"I'm sorry Jack I really am but I can't. I love you so much but even you know that I'm better off here you just miss me. I have missed you. But I've missed you for a few months now. you're just not the same anymore," I walked towards him and gave him a hug.

"I love you Maddy," he was crying hard now.

"I love you to Jack good bye."

I let go of him and walked back to Hayes Nash and Tay. I watched Jack get in the car and I watched Jack drive off. Right when they were out of the parking lot I was crying harder than I've ever cried. I was feeling dizzy and I just collapsed. I felt my head hit the ground and I was out.

I woke up slowly and my eyes were blurry. I rubbed them and sat up.

"Maddy are you okay?" Nash stood up. He looked super tired and I looked at my alarm clock it was 4 o'clock in the morning.

I felt the back of my head and there was a scab," Yeah I think I'm fine my head just hurts," I massaged my temples.

"Okay your head will hurt for awhile you hit it pretty hard," once Nash said that all of the events flooded back into my head.

"Can I have some water please?"

"Of course," in a couple minutes Nash came back with a glass of water.

"Thank you. Where's Tay and Hayes?"

"Oh umm well you see..."

"Nash what the hell happened?!"

"They are at Jack and Jacks hotel."

"Why are they there?!"

"They are talking to Jack."

"For what?! He just needs to go back to Cali. Now!"

"Well Maddy... You see Jack is really upset and...and it's very complicated."

"I'm not going back if that's what your getting at Nash."

"Well," I cut him off.

"I won't go back Nash I hate there! Please don't make me go back please!" I screamed. I ran into the bathroom.

I looked in the mirror." look at yourself. Maybe you were made to be forgotten. Your worthless. You are a screw up." these thoughts took over my mind.

I sat down on the floor. And I cried I screamed and I cried. I couldn't hold it in any longer. I always run away from my problems but they always catch up. I heard someone knock on the door.

"Maddy?"

"Go away Nash just go away!" I screamed.

"It's Hayes. Maddy open the door."

"NO! Don't make me go back please! I don't wanna go back."

"Babe please just open up the door please."

"Go away!" I screamed," just go away," I mumbled again and again.

I got up and looked in the mirror. I stared at my self for at least 10 minutes. I slowly opened the door. Hayes was still standing there.

"No!" I pushed past him I ran into my room and locked the door.

"Maddy I just want to see you. I won't let them take you back. I promise."

"No your lying."

"I'm not lying. You have to believe me."

"No and anyways I've been crying."

"I don't care you probably still look beautiful," I slowly got up and made my way over to the door I unlocked it and stood there.

Hayes opened the door. He instantly gave me a hug. Which only made me cry harder.

"It's okay Maddy I won't let you go back," Hayes rubbed my back and kept me embraced in his hug. Which calmed me down.

I went a laid down down on my bed. Hayes laid down next to me. I fell asleep. I woke up and got up. Hayes wasn't still laying there. I went down into the living room. I saw Nash sitting on the couch watching so I decided to go sit down next to him.

"N-n-Nash?" I sat down.

"Yeah?"

"I-I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"For freaking out last night. Well freaking out on you and screaming and telling you to go away. Just the stuff that had happened last night."

"Oh Maddy that's okay I under stand you were under a lot of pressure and you were stressed. Its completely understandable."

"Thanks you so much for understanding Nash," I gave him a hug," I love you Nash."

"Love ya too Maddy."