I hate the fact that I am able to feel how some people that are close to me change just because they have met new ones. I miss those days when I have someone to talk to with all my burdens and such. I miss having a buddy who constantly asks me if I am okay or not. People that are close to me have changed and I feel sad about it. But, did they really change or I am the one who's being too hard to handle. Am I not worthy to be called a friend anymore? Being sad has been my top emotion lately. Sadness for self disappointment. Sadness for not being good enough. I'm so sad. Too sad that I almost want to cry...
5/21/18
