Memory gone

8

I wake up to a alarm going off. My mind starts going through everything that has happened in the past 48 hours.
After a while I realize that elliot is still holding me. I feel safe with him. Even tho I don't remember much, I still think that this feels right.
Lewis.
......
Everything from what he did starts flooding into my mind. I can't stop. This can't be happening.
Elliot is starting to stir from his slumber. I need to get a shower again. Maybe this time i will finish it.
I carefully and catiously get out of bed. I'm happy elliot is still asleep. I don't want him to worry anymore than he does.
The bathroom decor is actually pretty nice. It seems all too fimilar to me. Why does it feel like de va veiu. Let's hope it's a good thing.
I step into the shower.
The water feels nice going over my skin. I'm counting how many ciggerate burns. 1...2.3.4...5.......6.7..8..9......10.....11. I lost count after a while. I grab some shampoo and lather it on my hair. As I run my hands through my hair I quickly become disgusted. Lewis yanked my hair so many times. The way he would weave his fingers in my hair as he rapped me over and over again.
I force myself to snap out of my daze because I need to wash out the shampoo. I quickly put conditioner in my hair to make it soft and smooth.

Elliot's pov

I woke up to an empty spot beside me.
Where's liv? I quickly got out of bed and checked on Lillian. She was asleep on the couch still. I need to get the guest bedroom set up for her. Right now I was using it as a workout room but I will be happy to give it up if it means that she will be the taking over the room. I walk up to the bathroom  door. I hear the water running. I smell  lavender i think, well whatever it is, I definitely like it.
"Liv?" I called out .
"Yes?" She answered.
"You okay in there"
"Yeah, I'm just washing my hair for now"
"Yell if you need anything" I said as I walked away from the door.
I walked into the kitchen and got out some cereal.
"No, elliot we need to make real food" I said to myself as I put it back. Before I left, liv didn't eat breakfast. I know she loves chocolate chip pancakes though. She also like Jimmy Dean sausage and a little bit of bacon. For someone who doesn't eat breakfast, she sure does love morning food.
I take my time making sure I get everything right. I hope Lillian and liv have the same kind of appetite. I made triple everything so there would be enough.

Olivia pov
I wash the conditioner out of my hair and turn off the water. I got the towel off of the rack in the light blue wall. I need clothes.
"Hey el?" I yell.
" Yeah"
"Can you get me some clothes"
"Yeah, sure"elliot said.
I'm happy that I have someone that I can count on. He is always here for me weather I like it or not.
I might have feelings for him. I know that we kissed but still. The kiss helped me understand why he cared. He listened to me when I said I wasn't ready. He made sure that I was okay with it instead of just diving right in on the topic.
Elliot's pov
I couldn't find any clothes that were for a woman so I grabbed a hoodie and some sweatpants. I knocked on the bathroom door.
When liv opened it she was just covered with a small as towel. It was hard not to stare.
"Hey, let me examine you. I think that we need to put something on those burns and cuts so they won't get infected" I say trying to sound resonaible.
"Okay will you close the door because I don't want Lillian seeing them yet" Olivia said understanding me.
I closed the door behind me. I give her underwear and a bra. Is It on the edge of the tub while she puts on the undergarments. I looked away so she could have what little privacy I could give her in the small sized bathroom.
"You can look now" Olivia said
"Okay well let me take a look at the ciguar burns first. They look better than the other ones" I said cautiously.