~Taehyung~
It's haunting me. Day and night, forever it clings, inflicting pain and remorse for everything I've done. When the sun rises above my highest hopes and dreams, I shut my eyes, hoping to shield my real image, for I do not want to become known. I'm trapped, hidden away from you. When will the day arrive where I come to love my true self?
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It was her.
She gazed at me from across the field while I laughed and joked around with everyone: Jungkook, Jimin, Jin, Namjoon, Yoongi, and Hoseok. I decided to lie back and watch the clouds go by when she ran up to me.
"Tae!"
She came up behind my back and tackled me, sending both of us spiraling down the grassy hill. I pulled her into a tight hug once we reached the bottom, but she pulled away abruptly. I gave her a puzzled expression.
"Wait.... who, are you?" She looked me straight in my face, her eyes focusing directly into mine.
"You aren't Taehyung!"
She immediately stood up and started to run when I caught her hand.
"What do you mean? I am Taehyung!" I said, but she pulled away.
"Get away from me! You freak! I don't know you!"
I tried running after her, but my muscles wouldn't move anymore. It was only then that I realized all of the guys had disappeared into thin air. As I gazed upwards, the once brilliantly blue sky faded into a deep crimson while a force shrouded me in a cloud of mist. What is happening to me?!
"Help!" I screamed in an unusually raspy tone, taking me by surprise. This isn't my voice.
I tried looking for anyone to help me, but the fog was too thick, limiting my visibility. All of a sudden, a pathway was set before me. I stared to where it would lead, and at the end was a familiar figure in a cloak standing in the distance. I recognized that stance from anywhere.
"Jungkook!" I shouted in my weird voice. "Thank goodness you are here!"
My imaginary chains were removed as I ran towards him, hoping that he would have a way to get out of this creepy place. I was about to give him a hug when he turned around to show him wearing... a mask?
A shocked look stayed petrified on my face until he started to speak.
".......... we're all the same."
He grabbed me by the shoulders and showed me a mirror. I had a white mask.
All of a sudden, he pushed me off a ledge and I fell
deep....
deep...
down...
I woke up startled as I jolted upright my bed. My heart was racing, and my vision was a bit blurry. That's the 4th time I've had that dream this week!
Once I had calmed down, I decided to look around to make sure that hooded Jungkook doesn't try to kill me in my sleep. The moon casted eerie shadows as they dipped their monotone colors around the room. Phew. No sign of him.
What time is it? I thought. My hand reached over to my nightstand to grab my phone. 2:45 a.m.? My face hit my pillow as I screamed into it, draining all of my frustrations from the past few weeks. My daily insomnia must've caught up to me.
My thoughts were interrupted by a vibration coming from the nightstand. I dashed for the phone and flipped it around quickly. One message from unknown, it read.
YOU ARE READING
Miss you// bts fanfic
Fanfiction"When will I come to love my true self?" When the group dissolved under mysterious circumstances, each one of the boys has a hard time coping with one person they've never managed to forget: you.