should i be here | bts.

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At the airport, it's crowded, like always. It still bothers me and Yoongi. It always will. So many people that are trying to grab us and putting their phones and cameras in our faces.

I always comforted Yoongi in the airport now because we felt the same about the crowd. A few times he mistakenly thought I was a fan and kind of pushed me the slightest bit, but I got closer and pushed into him and he relaxed a bit.

We all got into the car in a rush and sat there in silence for 20 minutes.

"Guys. I'm tired, and a bit hungry." I complained now that I'm accepting I'm the 'baby' of the group.

"We can eat when we get home, we can order food." Jin smiles at me and I smiled back as I lay my head on the window.

When we got home, we unloaded everything from the car and I went to my room to grab clothes and take a shower. I looked down at the floor of the shower as I was washing my face. Am I cut or something.

Fuck.

It's that time of the month.

I washed off my face quickly and dried off my hands and stepped out of the shower and unlocked my phone to text Jin.

"Okay, look. I'm on 'that time of the month' don't be weirded out. There's a box in my room in my dresser. It's pink. Grab one pad from it." I was panicked as I hopped back into the shower and I heard my phone ding.

"Oh. Okay. Do you need anything? Like chocolate or something?"

"No Jin-hyung I'm fine."

I heard a knock on the door and I peered my head out and grabbed the pad from Jin and thanked god I have someone like him in my life.

I finished my shower and got into my outfit for the day and walked my way down stairs with my hair soaking my shirt. I looked at the tv stand to see a red bandanna and tie it around my hair to keep it out of my face.

I plopped myself on the couch and started falling asleep as I felt a warm blanket form around me.

I could only tell that it was Yoongi.

"Hey, y/n,"

"Yes Hyung?"

"Don't overwork yourself. We don't want you hurting yourself in any way."

"I won't, I'm pushing myself to my limits with out exceeding those limitations." I smiled weakly and fell asleep as I felt as if I was being picked up, and I was because I woke up in my room with Jungkook sitting on the floor next to my bed with his head on his crossed hands.

"Jungkook-ah, what are you doing?" I smiled as I sleepily opened my eyes.

"Nothing." He was in a daze.

"Oh come on." I pushed his face off of my bed and rolled over to my other side.

I felt a dip occur in the bed as the blankets were lifted and arms were wrapped around me. I flipped to face Jungkook again. This time with worry in my eyes.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm- I'm not sure. I think I'm just overthinking things. It's fine." I was really worried about how ARMY would react to us being a thing. It's a pretty scary thought honestly.