If someone asks we're just friends(Connor Franta fanfic)

I've forgotten how it is when I'm with you part 2

He looked at me and I saw the Connor I wanted to see.I saw his smile and his desire.His hands were in my hair,gently pulling it so he can kiss my neck and hear my heavy breathing.He stopped.I looked at him confused and he just said:

-Let's go back to our house.To spend time like we did and start over.

-Connor I would but how can I turn around and leave Mike alone?He does drugs and he's really depressive if something happened to him like to K I wouldn't forgive myself.

-We talked about it, it wasn't your fault.

-I know but still...

-Ok,at least think about it.

-Ok,oh my God!

-What?

-Paparazzi-I saw them throughout the window.How do they always know how to find us?

-I have to get out-I said

-Ok,think about what I said.

-Ok,bye-I kissed him quickly and left trough the back door.I wasn't looking like myself and had sunglasses so they didn't even notice me.I got to the car as soon as I could and looked in the mirror-ok,I have to fix my hair and lipstick and wash the lipstick off my neck.If Mike sees me like this he'll suspect something.I did everything and got home.I yelled as soon as I came in to see where he was but there was no answer so I headed to my room to relax.When I came in I saw Mike sitting on the bed holding something in his hand,getting closer I saw that it was a cigarette

-Oh,Mike.

-Anny,I can't stop.I'm sorry,I can't.It's stronger than me I have to go to rehab.

-Sure,whatever you want,as long as you want to get better.

-I do,but you have to realize one thing-I'm not coming back.I'll be in rehab a long time and then I'll start a life there.The rehab is in Europe.That's why.

-It's ok,I understand.I want a life for you and you can't have it here,especially not with drugs.

-You're the best.I'm glad you understand.

-Always.

I called Maddy and they booked his flight for already tomorrow.I helped him pack his bags and tomorrow morning we were at the gate.When it was time to leave,he huged me tightly and said

-Always remember me.Don't forget me and have a happy life,don't end up like me.Please.

-I won't.Good luck to you.I wish you the best.

He kissed my cheek like the first time we meet and I seriously wish him nothing but the best.He and his mom were the nicest people there and I can't thank them enough.Going back I saw his plane out the window and I wondered...should I go back to our house?There's nothing holding me back now.Should I?