"Signe? Signe! FUCK, FUCK, FUCK!"
I watch as her heart flatlines and I hear the infamous beeeeeeeeeeppppp......
I can't help but yell her name as she fades away and I'm left alone in darkness. I crumple to the ground not being able to support myself any longer. I sob and sob, not able to move from my feeble position as my heart feels like it's tearing it's self apart. It hurts to much to stand, to move, to think. I'll never see her gorgeous smile, her beautiful hazel eyes that always sparkled with joy, her short, black, curly hair that ended at her shoulders, I'll never be able to twirl her hair between my fingers. I'll never hear that adorable Danish accent, or her beautiful laugh. I smile only for a moment before I realize that's all taken away from me now. My body is wracked with sobs, I can't stand it! I scream at nothing but the empty darkness that surrounds me. I'll never kiss her again. Her soft lips that seemed to perfectly fit with mine. It all comes at me like a pile of bricks to the stomach, she's gone. As this thought comes to mind, I'm suddenly brought back up from my sleep as my eyes shoot open and I sit up immediately. I'm drenched with cold sweat and my eyes immediately dart to where Signe sleeps, safe, and adorable as ever. I can't help but take a big sigh in relief. These nightmares had been coming a lot recently, especially ever since... the fan. I shudder as I remember the past events and how mentally scarred everyone is now. I still remember seeing Signe sitting in bed in front of me, not in a coma.
"I wonder if Signe is still..." After all of this and I still don't have the guts to say it? I stop at the hospital doors. My breathing becomes quicker, as I remember what state she was in last time I saw her, all those tubes, she was so pale, tears start forming in my eyes. No I can do this, Robin told me I can do this, she might be in better shape than before! I take a breath and step in, I realize I was probably standing there looking at the hospital doors like a crazy person for at least 3 minutes. I immediately regret stepping in, everything is so white and ghostly. Maybe I shouldn't have come this was a bad idea any-"Sean?" I turn around as I hear my name it's a nurse who's name tag reads 'Clara' she seems familiar. "Yea?" I say as I plaster a fake smile on my face, Ah, I remember now, she's Signe's nurse. "Signe's been asking where you are and something about being in danger? I have no-" Clara has no time to finish her sentence as I run to Signe's room still remembering her room number. Heart racing, and shallow breaths I reach her door and have no hesitation opening it. Our eyes meet and we both can't help but have smiles that reach from ear to ear as I see my Signe awake. Not in a coma.
Sorry if I took you on a roller coaster of emotions!! This was roughly based off the story @PsychoGenius made called privacy and I couldn't recommend it enough!! So if you want some context PLEASE go read it because it's amazing!!
