she stares at him,
bright red spilling from her arm,
the blade glinting in the light
he screams out loud,
begging for her to stop,
pleading with her
you didn't care about me then,
she says, her voice a mere whisper,
why should you now?
berating himself,
he implores her,
telling her to cease
heart clenching, arm tingling,
she watches the tear,
running down his face
he doesn't care,
is what she tells herself,
what you see, is a mere mirage
her heart betrays her though,
she reaches out to him,
the lacerations forgotten
he feels as if this is a dream,
but she's there,
she's so close, so close, yet so far
he sees her glossy eyes,
shining with tears,
he sees her blood,
flowing freely down her arm
and he knows, it's all his fault
and he regrets it all
so much
she watches him,
with tears running down his face,
that ever-present smile gone
looking down at her arm,
she knows it's her fault
and she regrets it, so much
the pain in her arm, has faded
leaving behind guilt, embarrassment,
a coil of dread, a flush of shame
they look at each other,
eyes meeting, feet shuffling
sorrow, guilt and regret,
filling the air
a muttered apology, a muffled cry
they're in each other's arms then
comforting and forgiving the other
she knows now he cares, so much
he knows she's the one for him,
the only one.
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I'm Sorry
Poetry*self harm included* *lowercase intended* Copyright© 2014. All Rights Reserved. -Kay Jackson