You're Confused

Prologue

"He's mine."

"No, he will never be yours."

"Who gives you the right to say that."

"Even without rights, it's clear in all the situations of you being with him."

"Are you blind? There are signs that it's a hundred percent he likes me."

"Only he knows if he does or not."

"I'm still hoping no matter how much it will hurt me."

"That's the thing. You always hold on to things that are useless to give purpose to."

"You can't do that to me. You're just a pest in my head. Why would I even listen to you?"

"Because what I say is always right. I am the absolute."

*Ting Ting Ting*

*Checks phone notification*

"Hey... I'm sorry but I don't think I'll ever be a good soulmate for you. You deserve better and I know that."

I'm crushed. All the hopes so high I kept... crashed like it was the end of the world. I knew this would happen but I just had to deny and kept choosing what I think would come as a result. People say a person loves you so much if he lets you go but I think otherwise. It's not giving the opportunity of the girl who LOVED him.

It hurts, but I'm still breathing. It's just one of those sentences he always says when he feels insecure about himself. I carry on, loving him despite him not ever realizing his words are like thorns of roses.

Someday, I hope you will realize how much I've been carrying a burden of pain you've caused but still managed to stay happy being with you. But for now, let's just say you're still confused.