My poems/lyrics

Hurt

Man, i've been hurting

But i feel like im just a burden

If i reach out to get help

ill juss rely on my self-help

But that never really works

so I go to this person and man,

i feel tha fireworks   

Think i gotta plan

It seems that they’re the only person i can go to

But the question remains

what am i to do

When they’re the one who causes joy n’ pain

I am on the verge of going insane

I wake up and my mind immediately goes to them

her voice sound like angels singing a godly hymn    (work on this part, dont rhyme)(fixed it lol)

From the way that she smiles,

to the way she moves

From the way that she walks,

to the way she grooves

From the way she talks,

to the way she thinks

From the way she pouts,

to the way she sings

She is  beautiful

inside and out

Without second guessin

And without a doubt

I can tell she love someone else

But, nonetheless

Just her imagery in my mind

Is enough to caress

But My heart doesnt wanna care

And so i am stuck in this dispare

Ive given too much time

Too valuable to share

Knowing i could be replaced so easily

My feelins get the best of me

But, i guess thats just reality

Crazy, my heart survived this fatality

I am hurting and i dont know

where to put this pain

Found out she love sumone else

But what have i gained

I learned how love can

quickly turn into hate

Feels like u led no where

But i was blinded by fate

It is hard to imagine a life without her       

she is my world

Cant pick up my shattered heart

Without getting hurt

I am nothing but a speck of dust to her

I am overwhelmed in this distress

It causes me so much stress

I dont think i can handle this mess

And all of this horrible loneliness

I sit back and ask

What did i do to deserve all this

The heartbreak and all the pain

Man, this is all in vein

I know i wont get no answer

But she is my anchor

And i know i cant live without her

But she makes everything hurt

I was seeing everything clear

Then she came along and i let her near

It was hard because of all my fear

Now everything is a blur

I cant even think straight                (doesnt rhyme, needs work)

I feel like she used me as bait

And now all i feel is this self hate

She said that we can still be friends

But i cant just pretend

And i try to apprehend

How my heart is going to be able to mend

Especially after how its been rend

And it is so distend

But in the end

It doesnt even matter because i know im already condemned

I dont know what to do

I try to write these songs and they always end up about you

And it seems that you dont care

I shout out but i guess you cant hear

All of my desperation and all my fear

Cant you tell that i just want you near

You left me with a broken heart

And now im trying to turn that into art

Now ive let myself down

And it feels like im hell bound

I may be smiling on the outside

But, trust me, i am crying on the inside

I try to move on

Trust me, i want these feelings gone

Answer my texts pick up your phone’

I hate fellin this alone

Understand that our friendship is done

Justified by the person that you have become

Ive tried too many times to heal

And yet i still hold you dear