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If Drummer was

I am high school girl at the very end of my ninth grade year, or my first year of high school.   I used to not like going to school, but now I have a reason to.  I have known this special someone since September, but we didn't start talking until February, and we weren't friends until March.  I didn't develop feelings stronger than a friendship for this person until May, this month.  The special someone, we'll call 'Drummer', is relatable.  This is the first reason I came to like Drummer so much.  I don't have a ton of friends and I'm into fan fiction and am not constantly on my phone worrying about how I look, and I have come to learn that Drummer likes fanfics, Drummer even showed me some good ones.  And Drummer isn't all that popular either, and doesn't care.  Next, Drummer's cool and chill.  The second reason I came to like Drummer so much.  I can be really tomboyish but also really girly, it depends on my mood, and Drummer is chill with anything.  At school, Drummer has cool clothes that are mostly band T-shirts, but I love them.  The third thing I find like-able about Drummer is PERSONALITY.  Drummer is down-to-earth and funny, but also kind.  There's some word that I can't think of to describe Drummer, but I wish I could think of it.  

I find myself creating a new routine.  Asking myself in the morning whether or not the outfit I have chosen would make Drummer think I'm hot.  Or the way my hair is straight one day, and curly the next.  Outside of the one class we have together, I'll look for Drummer to see if we could catch up in the hallways.  And I love when Drummer finds me in the hallways because that makes me feel like I may actually have a chance of my crush liking me. I love talking and hanging out with Drummer a lot, and I never want it to end.  I also find myself day dreaming, I know cheesy, about the way it would feel to have Drummer's arms around me, and kiss my lips, hug me, hold my hand, and all the couple stuff.  I also like to think about how cool it would be to be called Drummer's girlfriend.  

I haven't told anybody about Drummer, and my other friend, let's call him 'Dean' likes to joke around and say, "I bet you like Drummer more than me... Actually, I could see you as a couple" and little stuff like that.  But Dean doesn't think that I really have a crush on Drummer.  I would have more confidence if Drummer was a guy, but she isn't.  

I've never had a crush on a girl before, and I don't go looking around at girls and seeing which ones I would like to date like I do with guys.  It's only Drummer who I like, and that confuses me.  

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