Dear Frank, (frerard)

15th March 2018

Dear Frank,

Hello, Bandit's at school and Lindsey's in the bath so I'm alone right now, I can't stop thinking about you, no matter how hard I try to distract myself everything's a constant reminder of you.. or should I say, of us.. You've always done that to me, you know? you just bewitch me, is that the right word? it's like you've cast a curse on me since I met you, I mean How could anyone not love you? your eyes, your smile, the way your hairs always both so messy and perfect, your sarcastic sense of humour, I could go on forever, you're just so god damn perfect.. and I both hate and love you so much for it, all I wanna do is forget about you and be happy with Lindsey but I just can't, no matter how hard I might try you're always the first thing I think of when I wake up, my last thought before I go to bed, you're in my dreams, Frankie, it feels like you're everywhere yet you're nowhere, I just wish I could go back and change things, tell you the truth while I still could. Right now everything just feels so hopeless, I've made so many mistakes and it's just so overwhelming, it's all such a mess, I'm just so confused and tired of this shit life, all I know anymore is I want you Frankie, I want you so bad, if I could just have you for one night - one hour, even - if only to determine whether I want you for another night after that, If I could just taste your lips one more time, I'm so addicted to you Frank. I have to go now, Lindsey's getting out of the bath so until next time,

Goodbye

- Love always, Gee