I Will Stand By You || BTS || Reader x Kim Taehyung

"You are just like me."

Jenny P.O.V

I envied them as I looked around me.

Them, laughing around without a care of the actual world. I also wanted to enjoy. I also wanted to laugh like them. By laugh I mean the pure laugh. The laugh which comes from your heart. Not the one I have. Not the fake one.

But laughing heartily, huh, I don't even know what that means. Simply put, laugh is a stranger to me.

I darted my eyes away from them, towards the window beside me.

I was sitting on my seat and waiting for the class to begin.

As much as I hated school, I did not mind being here. Even if I am bored to death, I don't feel like going back to that place. I hate that place.

I hate the place which is known as my home.

The soft breeze which played outside, caressed my face, softly. the birds which sang a song, in the language I did not understand. The voices outside in the playground can be heard. The sky. So clear and clean. The clouds seems so soft. These things who never knew me. These noises, these simple things who is unaware of my existence seems closer than my actual [Not Really] friends. As for family. I don't have any.

"Hey Jenny!" I looked at the person standing in front of me.

Jung Seulgi. One of the most popular girl in our school. She is a classmate. And a friend. Even though every one thinks she is a friend of mine. Even though she says we are friends.

I hated her. I hate her.

She was one of the popular jerks. Who never actually cares about things but popularity or themselves.

The Queenka. The Princess of the first years. She is a bitch. Who, with her smile captures people's heart and back stabs them, either ways.

Even though I hate her. Even though I don't want to see her. Even though I know she is a fake person.

I am also a fake. I am also wearing a facade. I can't tell her to stop, can I? But I'm not a bitch.

Nonetheless I smiled. "Hey."

"Jenny, did you hear that today there's going to be a new student joining us?"

I shook my head. Still, the sweet smile was on my face

"Hana said he is a hottie. Well that's what her followers said."

Kim Hana. Seulgi's best friend and also a social butterfly. Everyone loves her. She is beautiful. Talented. And also the class president.

She seems sweet. But if you get her bad side. She won't breathe until she tortured the person to the extent that sometimes the people who went against her needed to leave school.

By followers, they are the mindless idiots, who follows Seulgi and Hana, blindly. They admire them. They are bunch of stupid people who fawns over popularity. Simply put, they are the Queenka and Kingka's servants.

"Oh, if it's what Hana said then it must be true." I answered.

"Yes, you don't know how excited I am to make a new friend."

I smiled at her.

"Thank gosh, it's a hot guy because I am totally tired of these nerds and I also can't wait to make a new friend."
She said rolling her eyes.

Showing her true colours. Even though they say I am part of their group. To be honest I don't approve of it nor do I disprove.

Even though I hate what they do, and never sided with them. I never said anything or go against them.

You may call me a bitch, but that's just how I am.

It's not my fault.

The circumstances which made me like this are ones who are at fault.

I know that's no excuse, but that is just how I am.

I may not be hungry for attention. But I do want affection.

I need someone.

I am scared to be alone.

"Yes, I still can't wait to make new friend," I said smiling. Ignoring the statement she made about hating the other students. As soon as I said it, the bell rang.

Seulgi took her seat, just in font of me.
Hana sat beside her. I wasn't surprise to see Hana enter with the teacher.

As soon as they entered, another guy followed them.

He is tall.

That's the first thing that came into my mind. That made me so jealous, why? Because I wanted to be tall. I hated my height- aside from his awesome height he also had a beautiful face.

Beautiful as in really beautiful.

His sharp eyes, deep brown in colour his lips, his face, his sharp jawline all fitted him perfectly.

The only thing which really caught my eyes was the expression he was wearing. The cold expression he was wearing. Somehow it didn't suit him. I don't know why I felt like that. But for some reason it didn't seem like the expression belonged to him.

"So, class this is the new friend that is going to join you all. Will you please introduce yourself?" My homeroom teacher spoke, making me go out of the daze.

"I am Kim Taehyung, and I hate unreasonable disturbance. So if you don't have anything important to say, don't talk to me," those words were so harshly and strictly spoken, that everyone could only do was hear. He said it in a matter of fact tone.

He seemed like those guys who didn't much like people's company and preferred to stay alone.

"Now can I go to my seat, teacher?"

"Uh oh yes please. You may sit beside Jenny." The teacher herself was so shocked by the words spoken by Taehyung that she herself was gaping at him.

As he made his way towards me, all the girls started to swoon over Taehyung.

I wasn't least bit of surprised. For them these types of guys seemed hot. Their logic? Cold guys are bad boys.

"Hey, I like you. The name's Seulgi. If you want to, we can be friends, then no unwanted disturbances will disturb you."

The moment Taehyung took a sit beside me Seulgi got into action.

Her, twirling her auburn hair, making a face that no one till now I knew were able to resist. It always worked in catching new preys.

But somehow it backfired. As Kim Taehyung totally ignored her. He didn't even feel like looking at her. He brought out a book and an ipod. Just as he was going put earphones on, Seulgi grabbed his wrist.

"Yah, I'm talking to you." Seulgi fumed.

"And I am not," Taehyung's deep voice seemed so scary that Seulgi gulped but because of her ego she still didn't let go of his wrist and was just going to comment something when Taehyung pulled his hands away.

"And as for unwanted disturbances, you are the one who is being one now, so will you please kindly shut up."

With that he plugged his earphones. Ignoring the totally mad Seulgi who now looked like a tomato that was going to burst any moment.

As I saw her going back to her seat, I eyed Kim Taehyung.

Kim Taehyung, you are an interesting person, I thought amused, but now I understand you.

You might seem like a cold person to others, you might not be likable to them. You may hide it from others. But I know it. I get it. I understand you.

Because you are just like me.