[Alec's Texts P.O.V]
Alec... Alexander, it's Magnus.
Honestly I just wanted to apologise for being a dick to you and I'm sorry for what I did but I just need some time to process some things.
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Alec... Alexander, I don't know what to call you anymore. I feel so shit about what I did but you know the Seelie queen, the fairies and their mind games, I was under them. This is no excuse for my bad behaviour I know, but I just want you to know my side of the story.
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Choosing between you and the rest of the downworld was a difficult decision to make, as much as you may disagree, but I loved you...I still do. But choosing to save one or many, I wanted to save you all. If I would've known I could at the time I would've never done what I did.
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I'm sorry Alec.
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I know you were threatened by Camille, I know that because I followed you, I spied on you to see what you were doing most evenings. I know I was far too protective but I didn't want to be betrayed.
You were really brave standing up to Camille and refusing to kill Raphael, whose like a son to me, even if it meant you completely lost your chance to be with me forever.
You're the bravest shadowhunter I've ever known.
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Alec?
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I miss you, your scent, your smile. Your laugh, it's all just a faded echo in my loft now. I struggle to do anything properly without the thought of you corrupting my actions.
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You're all I think about now that you've gone.
I know how much of a dickhead I sound like but I want you to know how I'm feeling.
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I don't want to seem like the psychotic ex that is pestering for you to get back with them, but I miss you, even just as friends like we were in the beginning. I wish I could have you back in the comfort and protection of my arms.
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Alec?
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It's not normal for you to not check your phone in so long.
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Is everything okay?
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I get you're probably still annoyed at me but I knew you'd make it. If one of us two had to survive, I'd always pick you, the bravest, strongest, smartest fighter the shadowhunters have ever seen.
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Alec, please talk to me.
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I don't want to sound too clingy but I'm worried now.
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Is everything okay?
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Alec, baby, I'm coming over to the institute I have to make sure you're okay. Please just let me see you. I can't stand the idea you're hurt.
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I love you.
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-Mags x
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Some things can change
Roman d'amourWhen Alec and Magnus' relationship frays effortlessly at the seams because of many hard decisions having to be made. Will they be able to sew up the holes again or will they be left torn apart from each other forever? What happens when the rest of...
