Check yes Juliet
Are you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk,
I won't go until you come outside...'Oh my god, am I really going to do this?!'
Jin thought in his head as he paced back and forth worriedly in the center of his room. He ran his hands through his hair a few times before tugging on it harshly to rid his mind of the doubts he had of what he was about to do. Unfortunately, it seemed as though it only helped to increase the number of thoughts that were popping out if his head, which caused a small throb of pain to shoot through his temples. He attempted to soothe the pain away by rubbing his temples in a circular motion softly, while he breathed in and out slowly to steady his thoughts.
'Will anyone even notice that I'm gone?'
'What will my parents think?'
'Will they even miss me?'
'If they would have just given us their blessing for us to be get married then none of this would be happening!'
'Why can't they just be happy for me?...''What if I was in the middle of escaping this prison and they caught me?'...
'What will they do to me?...'
'But most importantly what will they do to Yoongi?...'Somehow Jin had ended up curling up in a fetal position on his bed at one point during his train of thoughts. The taste of his fingernails somehow helping him calm down his anxiety.
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight.Tap. Tap. Tap.
Jin was startled out of his mini anxiety attack and he abruptly stood up from his bed and ran to his balconies glass door. He nervously pulled back the curtains to see who it was. Droplets of rain have obscured his vision from seeing clearly outside, but he still recognized the mop of black hair standing outside below his balcony. It was Yoongi. Jin was once again startled by the sound of a tiny pebble hitting his glass door.
Lace up your shoes
Eh oh eh oh
Here's how we doJin ran to his bed and pulled his backpack out from under his bed. He pulled a black sweater on, faded blue skinny jeans, and black socks. He scrambled to his closet to pull out his pink converse, he dropped to the floor and put his right shoe on, he fumbled with the shoelaces to get them through the loops, and after 2 minutes of accidentally knotting his shoelaces, missing a loop, and cursing he finally laced up his shoes properly. He hurriedly stood up and slung his backpack over his shoulder. He walked to his balcony doors and stood there, hesitating.
He placed his palms on the cool surface of the glass and thought of all the events that lead up to what he was about to do now. The real reason why he was leaving. It was because his parents didn't accept Jin's decisions. Jin's parents had let Yoongi date their child Jin because they thought that he was going through a questioning faze, they let it slide for 5 years, but when they heard the news of Jin marrying Yoongi they snapped. The didn't accept the idea of their youngest son marrying the son of a middle class family. They believed that Jin was going to last with Yoongi for a week, then he'd call it quits. They didn't expect for them to make it this far.
So as soon Jin ran through the door leading to their home screaming that he was going to marry Yoongi, they quickly threw a fit about how disgusting the idea of a man marrying another man was. After all, the Kim household was known to be one of the richest families in their town, they were supposed to maintain a perfect reputation. Jin's parents expected him to stay in the town he was raised in, take over the family business, and marry a rich and beautiful politician's daughter. They didn't need their homosexual son to tarnish their plan with his stupid ideas... but Jin didn't want that, he wanted to get out of this small town, travel the world, become a singer or actor, and marry the love of his life...Yoongi. As soon as Jin Heard those words come tumbling out of his parents mouths he was heart broken. It was clear that they both had different ideas for Jin's future, but Jin knew what he wanted, he knew what he needed, and if Jin's parents didn't approve of his decisions...then so be it.
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Check Yes Juliet
Fanfiction'Even if I don't travel the world, or become a singer, and stay a nobody, then I'm fine with that. As long as I can spend the rest of my life with my lover, my soulmate, my other half, my best friend, my boyfriend, my fiancé, my soon to be husband...