To fall apart is something that I found myself doing quite often after he left. I didn’t know what to do anymore. Actually now that I’m speaking about it he hurt me in more ways than one. He took away what confidence I had and took away me. I never wanted to fall in love again.
It’s like when everything is a dream you always have that thought in the back of your mind that the ride is gonna end. Yet at the same time you don’t want it to. My life was over there was nothing left and then I met him… He breathed the life back into me. The life of which I thought I’d lost and now all I wanted was him; but I was afraid.
I wished to have had him; but fear took its place. I was forever Lost and there was nothing more to say.
