Love me if you dare

chapter 4

Sunmi P.O.V

While I was putting on the IV on Mr. Park, I noticed him staring at me he seemed lost in thoughts. Was the pain probably still too much? I needed to comfirm he was ok so I asked him: " Mr Park are you alright? You seem out of it?" I saw him smirk and reply: "Yes princess just taking in your beauty." His comment made me blush in an instant, I could feel the heat rising on my cheeks. 'Did he just say I am beautiful? How could someone as handsome and hot like him find me attractive or beautiful in any way?' Thoughts flooded through my mind. I was deep in thoughts that as I noticed  a hand on my arm it made me jump a bit and brought me back to reality. It was the doctor in charge he looked at me concerned and questioning: "Sunmi are you okay dear?" I felt the heat shot up in my head and it was getting really hot and I am sure I was red - no deep red in the face from embarrassment, I was supposed to do my job and here cought me my superior staring out while treating the patient. I was afraid this would have consequences after we were finished in this room. I tried to hide my embarrassment and stated that I was fine but his hand didn't let go of me tracing up and down my arm which made me uncomfortable so I slightly pulled away with a small smile on my face. " I am sorry doctor but I am alright thank you for your concern." Doctor  Kim nodded slightly and began speaking again after clearing his throat:"So Mr. Park how do you feel the pain will be relieved soon through the IV you are getting and I have the new on your X-Ray scans and it looks like you will need a cast, your bone is fractured, this means we have to put it still, you can't move too much and you can't strain your leg. What is your job so I have to know if you need a report for your work?" Mr. Park looked troubles and I think I saw tears glistering in his eyes. He opened his mouth to answer the doctor after swallowing hard. " I am a student majoring in dancing, and I have an important projekt that I need to practise for its in 7 weeks already. How am I supposed to dance with a cast???!!!"Mr Park spoke in anger and despair. I felt bad for him it seemed it was a very important projekt, but none the less he should care more about his health. So I gathered all my courage to tell him that his health was more important and that he could reschedule his projekt with his proffesor and that they would be understansing for his situation. He suddenly turned red and the veines on his neck were really good visible now same on his arms and hands as he tightly formed fists:" WHAT THE HECK DO YOU EVEN KNOW ABOT DANCING AND MY PROJEKT YOU ARE JUST A DAMN NURSE WHO JUST ACTS ACCORDING TO THE ORDERS. YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME!!!", he yelled full of anger. I felt a thickness in my throat,surely this wasn't the first time a patient let his frust out on me but it still hurt especially since I just cared for his health and though he was so nice before, it was hard to swallow and I felt tears pick in my eyes. I turned around so nobody could see the tears and pretended to tidy the room. I heard a familar voice speak sternly and loud:"Park Jimin that is not how you behave towards someone who is trying to help you and did so much to help you and especially since she just tried to be nice! Apologize immediately from to miss sunmi!" Just then I realized the voice of  the handsome tall man, whos name I remembered to be Jin. I swallowed hardly put on a fake smile and turned around to Jin:"Oh its not a problem I understand he is upset right now and angered so its normal. There is no need for him to apologise." He looked at me skeptically and rose one eyebrow of course he wouldn't believe me, I would not even believe myself with my voice slighlty shaking from the damn tears that were still picking up in my eyes. The room went silent for a while until I decided to leave the room. I excused myself telling my colleague would need my help I bowed one last time to all the ones in the room and exited.

PARK Jimin p.o.v

I felt a pang of guilt as I calmed down from my anger. I was just so upset that I could not attend my project for which I worked so hard already and that could not practice my dancing choreo over and over again, dancing is everything to me so no one could understand how I feel and because of that I took my anger out on her. I am not justifying what I did, I know she has nothing to do with this and she just wanted to comfort me. Its just that I was so angry that I could not dance for a long period. And she didn't understand how I felt so her trying to comfort while I was so angry made me take all my anger on her out. I regrett yelling at her but still we can't change what happened so I think we should burry what happened and move on. I was brought back from my thought as Jin hyung stood next to me and spoke up sternly. "Park Jimin I hope you understand what you did wrong and think about a way to make up for it. I do not tolerate such harsh behaviour against nobody - and especially against a woman who was actually so nice to you all the time and just tried to help you. So when the girl gets back you are going to apologize and think for another way to make up for your wrong doing too! Do you understand??!" Jin hyungs voice was firm and he looked sternly at me. It was quite a rare sight to see jin hyung this angry and strict.