I Didn't Mean It

chapter - 1

(Hey guys um i just wanted to say I type the way I want meaning I probably won't have the best grammar, I won't capitalize my I's and shit like that so if you have a problem with that then dont read)

Delilah's pov ◡̈

"Del please just open up." Kyle said knocking on my bedroom door.

"No Kyle just-just go away." I say wiping a tear that happened to escape my eye without me realizing.

The whole reason we're even in this situation is because Kyle decided to have Alexis over at his house. Alexis hates me, shes been sabotaging me since the 2nd grade when i got permanent marker on her white fairy dress.

But she could be over there for a school project or something right?

No. He had to make out with her. On the patio outside his window. Which is across the street from my house.

Here's exactly what happened.

"Shhhh your parents are home" Alexis said while holding onto Kyle's sky blue shirt as she slowly exits his room and starts stepping out onto the patio type thingy.

He chuckled and continued kissing her and I swear I wanted to puke in my own mouth but at the same time I wanted to curl up in a ball and cry because Kyle knew how much she hated me and how much shes done to me.

"Fuck you Kyle!" I yelled before walking back inside my room. All the houses on this street are the exact same model just different colors so when I had come out to get inspiration for my latest drawing I hadn't expected to see that.

As soon as I stepped inside I saw him pushing her off of him and running inside his room. I've got to admit her face was priceless, her blonde hair was a bit messy, her mouth was an "o" and her blue eyes were looking extremely taken back.

But that didn't make me laugh or smile. I turned around as soon as I noticed Kyle running across the street. I quickly locked my door as I heard him running past my mother as she opened the door.

"Del I didn't mean it." was what he said. Kyle isn't a popular person, he's actually a nerd and I have no idea how she agreed to even go to his house.

"Kyle, she's popular and I get wanting to kiss girls but you didn't have to go for the slut." He didn't reply for about 5 minutes.

"Del please just open up." Kyle said knocking on my bedroom door.

"No Kyle just-just go away."

Now that you know what happened I can tell you what comes next.

Kyle ended up leaving an hour later when he realized I wasn't going to open up the door.

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2 years later.

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Del's pov

I woke up to the sound of my favorite song blasting from my alarm clock. Girls by the 1975.

"THEYRE JUST GIRLS BREAKING HEARTS AND EYES BRIGHT UPTIGHT JUST GIRLS" But I have no problem waking up that way even if it means I have school.

To be honest (tbh) I would rather be blind then deaf so I could listen to the 1975. Just kidding I wouldn't want either but.

I threw on a black muscle tank, a pair of white skinny jeans, and my signature black and white converse.

I walked over to my bathroom and I threw my wavy hair in a bun as I brushed my teeth and washed my face. Luckily my acne has been under control for the last 3 years.

As soon as I finished brushing my teeth I took my hair out the bun and ran a comb through some knots.

I grabbed my phone which was sitting on my night stand and I ran downstairs. "Morning Gram , Morning Gramps." I said kissing both of their cheeks. Gram is my sweet little grandmother and Gramps is my sometimes grumpy grandfather.

My parents both died in a car accident a year ago and I'm still struggling to move on.

"Morning sweetie." Grams says sweetly as she hands me my waffles.

Gramps just grunts as he continues to read his paper and drink his morning coffee.

I laugh and take a few bites of the waffles before grabbing a cereal bar from one of the cabinets.

"I'm gonna take a bar." I say with my mouth full as I kiss them both again and walk away.

"Fine." she mumbles as she hands me my bag.

I look at the time and run out the door.

I start walking to school with my headphones blasting "Brooklyn Baby" by Lana Del Rey.

I lose track of time and end up getting there 10 minutes late. My first day of my senior year is going great.

I run up the steps to the building but bump into somebody.

"Ouch." I say laughing.

"Sorry about that." I say looking up to face the person, immediately my smile turns into a glare and I cross my arms.

"Well if it isn't Kyle Spencer." I say giving him my death glare as he chuckles and lights the cigarette thats been dancing in his mouth.

"Well if it isn't Miss Miller." He says while taking a long drag of his cigarette after calling me that.

"Don't call me that anymore." I say before shaking my head and walking in the building.

Ever since that day he stood outside my door begging for my forgiveness and realized I would never forgive him he changed.

He started banging every girl in school, doing drugs, skipping classes, and now he's dating Alexis Murphy.

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I have forgave him. Would he still be a manwhore ? Would he be dating a slut? Would he even be smoking for god sake?!

I would never know because I can't stand him. He's a dickhead. I don't even notice I have my head down and I end up bumping into my pervert coach.

"What are you doing here missy?" Coach Brown says looking creepy as always.

"Nothing I'm on my way to.. gym" I say sighing realizing he's the teacher for my next class.

"Thought so-" he said grabbing on my arm. "Ow!" I practically yelled.

"Shut up!" he barked and I looked at him weird.

"Why?" I asked confused and scared.

"Yeah why." A deep husky voice spoke out which wasn't mine or coach's.

I turned around confused, "What are you doing here?" I asked confused.

"Let the girl go." He said to coach, his eyes were so dark he looked like he wanted to rip his head off.

Coach let go fast and walked away shaking his head.

I stared at Kyle angry. "Where you following me?" I spoke through gritted teeth.

"No I just so happened to be walking in the building and this dick was being a real creep and he started grabbing you and I thought it was Alexis before I realized you had brown hair then I ended up thinking it was someone else until you turned around" He said shrugging like he didn't just talk my ear off.

"Okay?" I said turning away and walking down the halls just as the bell rang for next period meaning I didn't have that horny bastard this period.

I actually managed to lose Kyle in the crowd which I was satisfied with but now I had to face the rest of my day.