Wednesday May 23rd, 2018
Approximately 160 days to go
Stress. Stress seems to be the highlight of today. Whether it be with my family or with this insane amount of school work I'm stressed. Look kids I can not stress enough for you to enjoy high school or middle school. Those days will fly by and if you go to college you will be sitting there in agony and wishing you were back. Today my sole focus is on this damn math review I need to finish by tomorrow. The days are getting near! I'm almost done with this BULLSHIT but I still have so much to do. I swear I don't even know what I'm doing anymore.
Have you ever spent so much time not sleeping and you start walking around and you look like a crackhead with withdrawal symptoms? Yea that's how I feel. Like honestly. My wrist hurts from all the damn writing I have done. My eyes are begging me to let them close. My mind is screaming for a break. I swear you would understand the horror if you had this dumb teacher. Have you ever had a teacher that you hated so much you pictured murdering themin your head? Yea I do that alot. Like if someone could read my mind they would lock me up faster than you can say bibbidi bobbidi boo. Like I might as well be considered a psycho.
8 FUCKING HOURS! I have been doing math problems for 8 fucking hours. This is absolutely ridiculous. Why you may ask? Well let me tell you why. I have a horrendous teacher who thought it would be nice to give those kids who need some help in her class extra credit. Now I was all for this. Until I saw the damn packet. This woman gave us 150 fucking math problems that needed to be hand written and solved and showing all the work! You do not understand the struggle i have gone through. I have spent a ridiculous amount of time sitting here drinking coffee and listening to music even trying to talk to him so I don't fall asleep and is that working? Nope! I have about 30 problems left and i can now see the damn sun coming up. It is tomorrow and i am barely finishing these problems. I'm so tired and I'm not even going to get any sleep at all before this exam. It will be a miracle if I pass.
P.S. I do not recommend drinking coffee in the middle of the night.
Days gone: 8
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