Hey future me I hope you get this note because I don't think I can take life any more.
It hurts to know that I'm not wanting to eat any more.
It hurts to know shes not coming back. See if you all know.
My mom passed away when I was 10. My little sister was 5
Is it ok to what to be with her.
To anyone who reads this. Don't judge me
Life is just a beautiful nightmare.
Everyone I cared for has died.
I don't know what to do.
Or how to stop it.
I've cut alot.
I've stopped eating.
Everything I had was taking away. my mom my little sister.
I'm tired of trying to fight for my life when I know it's impossible.
Why do I try to fight.
All I had was taken away. Should I end my life and do what all my old friends say.
"Kill yourself. Your useless. We're not friends any more so just go be with your mother in heaven. Do us all a favor and kill yourself." I'm tired of trying to fight these words I'll do your favor and kill myself. Just to make you all happy. I just hope I don't die and hopefully i make better friends. I have 2 friends on Wattpad. But I'm trying to make friends in the real world to.
But everytime I do.
They always turn on me.
What do I do.
I might even lose someone very very close to me and I don't know what to do because.
THIS DAMN PERSON WAS THE ONE WHO MADE ME LOSE ALL MY FRIEND!!!
*Sights* there's no point in life when everyone f*CKING hates me. Even my f****** subscribes
Have unsubscribe from me. Life is A told f****** a nightmare.
I hope God make life better for me I hope I can make friends I hope they can stop telling me to go kill myself because I love everyone. I'm a religious person. I believe but we should all love each others in this nightmare world.
What good that ever do. Life has been a f****** disaster and those who are suffering I believe in you I believe in you can fight. I believe in you. I know life is hard trust me it is and I've been here texting trying not to cry
