I'm trying desperately not to search for rope
/you read my text messages/
And apparently shoving bullshit down my throat will "fix" me
/'broken' is so utterly cliché/
And I'm aware my physical fitness is not anywhere near satisfactory,
And I'm fully aware that technology is not the healthiest alternative,
But I'm telling you
I'm screaming,
I don't want to say the words because then I just might be diagnosed
/Schizophrenic/
/Personality Disorder/
/Bipolar/
But I truly believe I'm disintegrating
And there are voices
But I'm sane enough to know they're in my mind.
So please, I'm begging you,
Send me back to where I started.
