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by jeonjunggo
by jeonjunggo
                                    
                                              "Mark." Jinyoung called, arranging his stuff to his bag for work.
                          "Jinyoungie, can you not go to work just for this day?" Mark asked, hugging Jinyoung's waist while his chin on younger's shoulder.
                          "Maybe next time." He said and let out a big sigh and stand up, he open his arms to let Mark hug him as Mark do what Jinyoung wants. They hug for a while, Mark caressing his hair gently, murmuring sweet words to him and parted from the hug.

                          "It's so boring here, I'm alone and I have nothing to do. I already miss you." Mark said, he doubted if his illness attack him without Jinyoung besides him, he is not able to say that he loves him, for the last time.
                          "Are you okay if we go on a date?" Jinyoung asked that makes the older lightened his face. Mark nods and smiles at Jinyoung.
                          "But when?" He asked, he thought, what if this is the last date they will go on. What if he is not able to go.
                          "Tonight?" Jinyoung raised his eyebrows and put his arm around Mark's neck.
                          "Sure." He said and give a kiss on Jinyoung's lips. 
                          °°°
                          Jinyoung waits at the restaurant they planned, he was waiting for Mark to come, happily sitting at the chair near at tgw window where you can see the lights of city. 
                          He texts Mark many times but he gets nothing, he thinks that Mark was just preparing for their date, after a long time they will do this again, a date when they have free time, going to parks, in Han River, or just shopping at the mall.
                          On the other side, Mark was fixing his hair, combing it upward, his brown hair really fits to his hair styles.
                          After fixing himself, he put on his shoes, tying its lace to fit on his foot.
                          He was ready, until he feels his heart aches, pounding so fast again. He can't breath properly, losing his energy to move and falls on the ground, he tried to grabbed his phone on the coffee table using his fingers only to falls it on the ground cause it to shattered into parts.
                          He let himself rest on the floor, breathing properly to catch an air, he felt guilt for not showing up to their date. Jinyoung will be mad at him for sure. He can't tell him the reason, he can't tell his real reason.