Even If I Die, It's You •MarkJin•

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The best way to make a reason is to lie, even if its unacceptable and wrong decisions. Mark could be more worried to his illness and to Jinyoung, he don't want him to know.

Mark was on waiting for Jinyoung when morning comes, Jinyoung didn't come home last night because of him, the younger didn't answering his calls even his massages, he knows why.

The door flew open, entering a boy who seems mad and eyes were fluffy, giving him a hint of avoidance because the younger made his way to their room and lock himself, without glancing at him or speak a bit.

He went in front of the door, knocking three times and received no response.

He sat at the floor, waiting for Jinyoung to talk to him, as if the boy will come out by any chance. He blame himself for not showing up, because he didn't take care of himself, he got an illness he really regrets of having it.

"Jinyoungie, I'm sorry, I should have told you. Please, let me see you." He said in almost a desperate way, this is just temporary quarrel, they will be okay.

"Do you love me? If not tell me, I will leave." His blackmailing words will work at Jinyoung.

Jinyoung don't like that kind of words, he really loves Mark but on his situation, it's hard to just give your forgiveness, he can't lowered his pride right now, he need time and spaces to think.

He is scared about Mark leaving, he don't have someone to live with, he only has Mark. 

Jinyoung got threatened by Mark's words, he suddenly stand up and rush to the door to open it, seeing Mark sitting on the floor crying.

He sat infront of him, he slowly losing his pride, he tries to not to look at Mark's eyes, only hurting himself by doing that.

Posture were straightened, face were expressionless, just to show him his importance, that he got hurt last night, that he waited for nothing and look like an idiot for waiting, he's mad for making him wait for nothing.

"Jinyoung, I'm sorry." Mark sobs as he wiped away his tears.

"Sorry? You shouldn't do that in the first place and say sorry, you made me wait for nothing, Mark." Jinyoung on his  tone of madness, making his voice a bit louder.

"I know, but can you please stop doing this to me. It's hard for me when you're angry." He said and tries to hold Jinyoung hand but only yanking it.

Jinyoung stood up and about to close the door when Mark's illness attacks him again, clutching his chest and breathing heavily.

Jinyoung look at him in doubt, he thought it was just an act. But when he saw Mark was breathing heavily, struggling on his lungs to catch an air.

He panicks and went to Mark to check him, he helps him to breath, resting Mark's head on his arm, talking to him endlessly to make sure he will not pass out.