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None of the pictures I use are mine.
This story is my own idea, don't copyright please
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Aquarius:
No one told me that the lessons I'm suppose to learn were also the ones that would break me. No one told me that it was considered normal to cry so hard I get sick and to have so many sleepless nights I lost count, after they left us. In my entire life I have given respect even to the people that I hate the most, I have given everyone a smile in my hardest times. My heart hurts. I feel such a heavy and sharp sadness, I feel as if someone has ripped my heart out. I guess metaphorically they did. My tears have stained not only my cheeks, but my clothes are now wet and I haven't eaten in who knows how many days. People have been knocking on my door asking me to
come out ever since that night, I don't spare them a second glance. I've spent the entire 16 years of my life making everyone around me smile, making everyone around me happy, and hiding my feelings deep down in the hole I've dug for myself. The amount of feeling coming out of me right now is utterly disgusting. I'm honestly surprised I have tears left to shed. My once blindly bright blue eyes have turned into a deep sad blue that I find hideous. My body is starting to give up on me, I don't even have the strength to walk. I lost count of how long I've been in my house after 12 days.
"I should probably get some water" I say out loud only to myself. I struggle to get up and am hit by a wave of dizziness as soon as I stand up right, to regain my balance I grab hold of whatever is closest to me which just happens to be my glass lamp. I let off a string of curse words when I feel a sharp pain in my hand and I realize the once deep blue vase with swirls is now shattered on the floor and partially in my hand. Well shit.
"Aki open up right now or I'm going to break down this god damn door!" a muffled voice starts yelling while banging on the door. I slowly walk over to the door and right when I unlock it I am taken off balance by multiple bodies who I then register to be 3 of my only friends Preston, Cici, and Gem.
"Where the hell have you been?!"
"you look like shit Aki"
"What happened to your hand??!!!"
"Ew, you smell"
I sigh loudly and push them off of me so I can get a glass of water, I'm really not in the mood to deal with their nagging. I hear loud footsteps behind me just as I'm being lifted off the ground and carried out of my house.
"Put me down Preston!!" I yell while punching his back, though it is doing nothing since I haven't eaten anything for about a month.
Preston scoffs at my attempts to claim freedom and throws me in the back of the car and waits for Cici and Gem to get in before speeding away. My injured hand now throbbing because of my protesting, and is turning a color hands are definitely not suppose to turn and I almost throw up in my mouth.
"Where are we going?" I ask trying not to show the shakiness in my voice.
Preston glares at me through the mirror "The hospital obviously, you look like you haven't eaten in years, your hand is bleeding and there are glass shards sticking out, oh and you probably some sort of mental disorder because why else would you lock yourself in a house you just bought for a month without water or food" I roll my eyes at his sarcasm and look at the scenery outside the window. I've lived in by these mountains since I can remember and I still am awestruck at how beautiful they are. My parents, older brother Langdon, and I use to often come into these mountains to hike or to pose for paintings since my mom was an artist. Oh the memories. I then start to feel a very sharp pain in my head and I start to get really dizzy. Not really knowing what to do I try to blink a lot in hopes of bringing my eyes back to reality but am disappointed to find out that not only am I still dizzy but I'm now loosing my vision.
