Regret// f.w

two

"i just cant believe you were stupid enough to think someone loved you. epically a wolfhard."

I just want to wake up from what felled like a nightmare. I just want to wake up in my bed. my own bed.

"oh, you're just mad you couldn't have me for yourself."

I looked in straight in the eyes and with those words I think I may have saw a little bit of waterworks.

"its time you know the truth. I have loved you since I was 12 years old.i tried to talk to my older brother he told me that I couldnt have you that you were all his. I tried talking to my older sister and she told to give up on the idea. that not only did tyler love you, but you were a Stevenson and that was a sin. she told me that you were a no good dirty spolled brat. and with those words from the only person who seemed to listen to me. I gave up on you . I gave up on us."

with those words nor did I know what to say nor did I know what to do.

"that's what you want to hear right? well I hate to brake your little heart but I just lied. I don't like or love you. my brother doesn't like or love you. not even your own family likes you."

with those words I cried. I wasn't crying because finn didn't like me.

but rather I was crying because the only person that I had let into heart lied to me.

I was crying because my family could care less if finn killed me right here, right now.

I was crying because if finn killed me the only person who would know was finn.

I was crying because I know no one even realizes im gone.

and now I relized finn was right. I was a worthless piece of trash.

"you're right finn. I am worthless and spolled. so if I mean nothing to you or anyone else then why don't you just kill me."

"oh darling. I told you that you would regret everything you ever did wrong. im not letting you go that easy."

he came to my ear

"by the time im done with you, you will wish you were dead."

and with that he left. or at least he though.

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I woke up. I looked around. I wasn't at home. but rather in someone's bedroom.

"oh sweetheart. you're awake."

I heard the voice of the one who lied to me. the one who make me think I meant something to someone.

"im glad finn caught you up."

"on what the fact that you don't actually love me."

"o but if you only knew how easy it was to convince you. and by the way my brother really does love you."

and with that I was left with me and my thoughts alone.

does finn really love me or is it all a lie.

that when I realize something I will regret.

I love him.

even after everything he has done to me.

I love him.

always have. always will.

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