Now you notice me?

Chapter 20

How does my mother know about Marcel and I? She didn't even know we had a thing! She didn't pay attention to me back then. Ugh. No she can't tell the boys it's my love life it's none of there business!

Before I could wrap up my thoughts she had already told them everything. I shook my head in anger and embarrassment.

"Are you kidding me mom." I Snap causing everybody to look over at me with shock and pity.

"Honey I-" she began but I cut her off.

"This was none of there business. None of your either. It's my love life not yours so you have no right to be blabbing about it to everyone." I Growl digging my nails into my palm trying to calm myself down.

"I was just trying to let them know just incase you wanted to be with one of them." She smiles sweetly. I'm not taking any of that Bull crap.

"Are you fucking kidding me? If I wanted to tell them I would and if I ever end up with one of them it would be my job to tell them not you so

Fuck off my personal life." I yell my eyes turning a dark brown.

She notices my eye change but continues to yell at me. "You have no right to talk to your mother like that."

"I do when she's acting like a fucking teen and trying to get into my fucking personal life." I said almost reaching my breaking point.

"I was just trying to help." She tried again, backing off a bit.

"We'll stop. Just never mind. Ignore me completely please. Don't talk to me right now." I huff as I sit down on the edge of the table pulling my knees up to my head trying to control my breathing.

I could feel all there eyes on me but I ignored it. Taking out my new phone I look in the reflection and see my eyes were now a normal warm brown.

"Okay let's get this meeting back on track." I grumble sitting on the couch in between Ashton and Liam.

Liam takes my hand in his and begins to run soothing circles over the top relaxing me a bit. From the corner of my eye I see Calum stiffen as he notices my hand in Liams.

This awkward tension fills the air as my mom continues to speak. Liams fingers stop and slowly intertwined with mine hoping I wouldn't notice. Boy. I noticed. I stiffen and awkwardly coughed while pulling my hand away. His expression was hurt but he quickly composed himself.

Calums eyes stayed glued to my body making me feel slightly self conscious. Was my stomach sticking out to much? Did I have something on my face? Wait of coarse I do. I have a butt load of ugly on my face. All these horrible thoughts flooded my mind.

My thighs are too big.

I'm not skinny enough.

I look like a ugly ass monster.

What's wrong with me? Maybe that's why Marcel cheated on me. Why do these guys even hang around me? There just giving me pity. Ugh. I should have known. Wait no....There just getting close to me so they can get on my mums good side. I'm so stupid. Why didnt I see this before?

My mum pulled me out of my thoughts as she got up saying that she had to be at the airport earlier than us and we had about 30 minuets before we had to be there. The boys said goodbye while I stayed quiet and pulled my knees up to my chest.

I was in a room with a bunch of liars.

"Whats wrong love?" Harry asked taking Liams spot and sat next to me.

"Like you dont know?" I spat keeping my face hidden behind my legs.

"Actually I don't know. Mind explaining?" He said urging me to go on. By now everyone has turned their attention to me.