EUPHORIA ( JJK Fan fiction) On Hold

1 Y. Destiny

Destiny : the events that will necessarily happen to a particular person or thing in the future.

Destiny

Jiyu

I slept for 2 hours. It was 7:46 in the morning, school will be starting from 10am and I had ample amount of time but I decided to get up and do something productive than lying in the bed sleepless.

It's bright today, my room was dazzling as the rays of sun peeks through the open window and the cold runs down my pale skin.

I showered slowly taking my own time since I love enjoying things slowly.

As I look at myself in the mirror, I see someone else. Someone new, someone whom I didn't know. It wasn't me, I looked dull, unhappy, that was not the same person a couple of years back. The dark circles under my eyes, my pale lips and eyes which knew only about tears.

I became someone quit and conserved, telling people my problems were worst than keeping it to myself. They weren't worth it so I smile brightly just like Demi  who kept on smiling even when she was suffering and had to go to rehab center, and just like that it was not worth telling anyone, I couldn't trust anyone after someone precious to me broke my so call  trust.

I was interrupted with a familiar voice, my mom. " Jiyu? Did you wake up? " she asked and I rush out of the bathroom and got dress up. Guess what I took too much time bathing. "Yes mom coming."

I quickly wore my uniform since I never enjoyed doing it. I did it in a blink and packed my bag and my diary.

My diary was my best friend, feelings I couldn't express were all written in my little treasure. I packed everything and walked down the stairs and to kitchen. And as I sit down and start eating 엄마 ( mom) smiled at me and with that I always come to the conclusion that she has the most beautiful smile.

It was 8:32 am and we didn't have any important classes today, and so I decided to skip school today and sit near Han and spent some time swallowing it's beauty. I know it's a bad idea but skipping school sometime and coming here is worth it. It's worth all the late night study and rereadings.

And this was the only place which could calm me. Surprisingly only places and things could make me forget my misery. I was walking down the streets and to one of the bench when I suddenly noticed the open chain of my bag and before I could process anything

BOOM..!!

I bumped into someone, someone taller and muscular. I realized that my bag felt down in the ground and as a result it got dirty.

*sighs

I was flat in the ground. My bump made a direct contact with the ground and I couldn't help but let a loud " Aiyaa."

He lend me his hand and helped me stand. His hands were warm compared to my cold ones I felt something tingling in my stomach.

He collected my belongings but with the sudden incident I realized it was one of my childhood friend's birthday and she would kill me if I didn't show up and I quickly ran towards school. I felt like I was doing wrong, I didn't even thank him nor could see him. A part of me wanted to stop, look back and thank him but the other half was running involuntarily.

I was panting heavily when I realized students were still chattering in front of the school gate.

Only if I ran this fast last year in the annual sports.

I went to class and wished Nari, everyone in the class were celebrating her birthday since she was one of the most popular students in the school and boys always drooled around her but she never gave them any attention.

We enjoyed the whole day. Even though they we were not so close but we were always together since kindergarten and in fact we were family friends, she knew everything about my family. She was the only one I could go to if I ever had any problem which couldn't be solved by my so called intellectual mind, I didn't want to disappoint her until I realized that my diary was missing and I.....

I couldn't even think of where I kept it . Jiyu why so careless ????. It would be either in my bag or home. I somehow calmed myself. Even though it was lost I feel like it was safe.

" How can you already..?? "

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*The 2nd chapter somehow got shuffled. I'm so sorry for the inconvenience caused I'm not able to fix it so please read chapter 2. Orenda before proceeding futher.

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