When I'm Gone

one shot story

"Ok ka lang ba "? Tanong saken nang aking bestfriend na si berna .tumingin ako sakanya *yeah i'm fine*

My bestfriend know me well simula kase nung mag highschool ako magkaklase na kami sya yung karamay ko sabawat oras na masaya ko na malungkot ako na down na down ako my bestfriend always there for me kahet maldita sya minsan mahal na mahal ko yan

Ianna look at me . I know you're not ok ..as always madalang akong maging ok bessty ~i showed her my fake smile .

"Do you think my parents loved me " sabe ko habang iniinom ang aking frappe

I knew it it's about your parents again hayssssss ..hmm umakto sya kunwareng nag iisip

Ofcourse they love you yana walang magulang na hinde mahal ang kanilang anak

I know tita serina and tito charles love you ..you are their princess ."Then why" ..hinde ko napigilang malakasan ng konti ang aking boses wala kong pake kung may tumitingin na sakin

And my tears started to fall

Why berna ?bakit hinde ko manlang maramdaman yung pagmammahal nila why i can't even feel they love me why i can't even feel that they care for me ..i always do understand them pero nakkasawa na.Hinde kona mapigilan na umiyak .tumayo nako at pumuntang cr duon kona lamang binuhos ang aking nararamdaman ..ito lage kong ginagawa umiyak ng umiyak

Natapos ang breaktime namen ngayon nasa room ulet kami

Today ang gagawen nyo is you're just going to tell us your story how your parents make's you happy ..how they make you smile .ikwento nyo yung mga masasayang bagay na ginagawa nyo kasama ang parents nyo..kung pano nyo nararamdam ang pagmamahal nila para sa inyo ."napatingen nalang ako sa aking bestfriend i whispered "i'm fine"

You turo ni mam kay miel stand up and let us hear your story .tumayo sya at nagsimulang magkwento

"When i was 7 years old dinala ko nila mommy sa disneyland at korea then mom always buying toys for me then lagi nyaden akong kinukwentohan everytime na matutulog nako " kwento nya baket ganon nasasaktan ako sa isiping hinde nagawa ni mommy saken yan ..yes nakapunta nako sa disneyland pero si yaya yung kasama ko hinde sila .Nag kwento pa yung mga kaklase ko ako nakikinig lang

You turo nya kay berna stand up too and let us hear your story

Buti pa yung bestfriend ko mahal na mahal sya ng parents nya

Plss tears wag kang tutulo !!not now!not now plss

"When i was in elementary lagi ako dinusundo nila mommy at daddy and mom always made my food like sandwich cookies and many more and lage akong support ni mommy she always bought a dress for me couz she knows i love dresses and dad always buying me a new kicks"

See lahat sila ramdam nila yung pagmamahal ng parents nila how about me ?napangiti na lang ako sa naiisip ko..masaya kaya sila na nagkaanak sila at ako yon..ofcourse not..their not happy ..their priority is our business lage work work work business .Eh ako ?

"Thank you berna you can sit na " dinig kong sabi namg aming teacher

Ikaw turo nyapa sa isa hanggang sa paunte unte na kaming natatapos

"They always supporting me for what i wants"

"Mom and i always played barbie doll and we're always going to the place i loved kahet paulet ulet pa hinde silang nagsasawang dalen ako don"

"Naglalaro kami daddy lage until now nagbobonding paden kami daddy thought me how to swim and they always make me happy kapag sad ako lage nila ko dinadala sa mall "