"I thought he loved me..."-JG
"Danny why are you doing this to me?" I cry.
"Did you honestly think I'd stay with you with out you giving anything up?" He chuckles.
"B-but you said-"
"Yeah well things change. I'm sorry Journey. But you're too innocent for me." He scoffs walking away.
My heart broke as I watched him walk out of the door and out of my life.
"D-Danny?" I breath, jumping out of my sleep.
"Hey... Hey... It's okay." Jason coos coming to my side
"W-where's... W-wheres D-Danny?" I croak, sobbing.
"Who's Danny?" He asks.
Then I realized. It was just a dream.
"Journey who's Danny?" He asks again.
"M-my ex..." I sigh turning on my side.
"Oh... D-do you want to-"
"He broke up with me because I was too innocent and I wasn't giving him any." I say, not giving him time to ask.
"Whoa..." He says. "I'm sorry."
"Shit happens." I mumble shrugging my shoulders.
He sits the chair directly in front of me. "Sweetie... You can talk to me" he reassures rubbing my face.
I felt myself wanting to cry. "I-it hurt so bad." I sob.
"Awe sweetie..." He coos rubbing my cheek as I sobbed softly.
Tears fell onto my pillow as Jason just stared at me. I never looked at him though. I was so emotionally distraught I couldn't bare look at him.
"He was a jerk... He didn't deserve you." Jason says, moving my hair behind my ear.
"I thought he loved me." I sob softly, hiding into the sheets.
Jason sits in the space on front of me on the bed. He lays down against my shoulder, hugging me.
"It's okay sweetie... I'm here." He coos kissing my cheek.
I close my eyes, enjoying his lips against my cheek. They were so soft, and felt so good.
"Thank you." I stammer looking into his eyes.
"No problem. What are friends for?" He smirks.
My heart drops. There was that word again. I swallow hard looking away from him. I didn't want him to see me heartbroken over the fact that we could only be friends.
"The doctor wants to keep you for a few days. The bleeding hasn't slowed up and he doesn't want you to fall out again." Jason says.
"Um... Okay. Could you call my mom? I know she's worried."
"Oh I did. She'll be over after she gets off work." He says smiling.
"Mkay." I groan laying back on my side.
"Do you need anything?" He asks.
"No. Not really."
"Okay... Well... I have to go. Ashley waiting for me."
Damnit Jason.
"Uh... Okay. Thanks for staying... As long as you did." I mumble.
"You're welcome sweetheart." He coos, attempting to kiss me again, but I move away before he could. he frowns a little, but pecks my temple quickly before he gets up and leave.
As I laid in my bed, I couldn't stop thinking about Jason. Why was I feeling like this? we're just friends. We could never be more. I'm not even his type. But I can't help the way I feel.
I'm in love with him.
(A/n: are you guys reading? If so, I love you:)
