Watching everyone fall... Watching them cry in pain, wishing for this to never happen. I felt guilty. I felt like no man. I felt like a devil, watching them, as they struggle alone. I saw them, but I never helped them. Not even once.
I didn't dare to touch them nor did I dare to help them NOT EVEN ONCE DID I !! A man? You call this a man?
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Going on a date, she was crossing the road. Before I knew it, a car came, speeding up towards her. She looked at the car... That's what caused her to die. I didn't warn her. I didn't yell at her. I did nothing. And now?? She's gone.
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"If we could turn back the clock, where should we go back to? Once we reach that place, can all our mistakes and errors be undone? Will happiness be ours to stay?"
Just like how I said... I watch every one of them struggle through their path. They were mines but I never protected them. I never did. All I did was watch from aside as they were struggling.
"If I could turn back time... Will everything change?" I asked myself while looking at the broken vase that fell from the table.
I sighed, picking the pieces up. Just right there, everything sparkled, fixing the vase, putting it back to where it was. From where I was, it seemed like everything was starting back to where it was. Going back in time to the place where it all started. I watch them rewind their lives with mines.
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To say... Everything went back in time. To the starter of the point. To where our friendship was created. To where everything started its thing. To where we fell into great depression.
At those times, I was afraid to turn everything back. I was afraid that everything would be the same. But now... What's the point of it? What do I have to be afraid about now? Tell me...
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"Though many seasons pass, there are places that cannot... Yet another storm to be faced and to be weathered head-on. Loving without fear. Hesitating and parting. Merely living as the person I am."
This is where everything stops
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