Too Fat to Love | E.G.D✅

Fourteen

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Fourteen| Guilt

As I was walking home I felt a little light headed, I really should've ate something while I was at that Café, But you know what? Then I would feel guilty and guilt is the worst feeling to feel it's a combination between pain,hurt, sadness and.... and worry and I'm not about to feel that.

When I walked through the door I instantly smelt Grayson's strong cologne. Don't get me wrong...I'm all about smelling good but don't drench yourself in the stuff, that's not cute.

"Look who decided to come home early." Grayson smirked, coming down the stairs towards me.

"What do you want, Grayson." I rolled my eyes.

"You babygirl" he winked.

"Did this motherfreaker just say baby-girl?"

"Excuse me?!" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Well, let me reword what I just said.." he said pulling me by the waist. "I. Want. To. Be. Inside. Of. You"

I raised my hand to slap him but he caught it before it could hit his face. He laughed and pulled me even closer.

"Let go of me!" I yelled furiously as I tried to get out of his grip.

"Why should I princess?"

"Just last month you were calling me fat! Now all of a sudden you wanna fuck me? I think the fuck not"

"Last month was last month. Now is now, your getting skinny and your looking good and I want you. Now." He said forcefully pulling me as close to him as possible. "Don't worry babygirl, daddy's gonna make you feel real good" he smirked.

"So this is what you guys do behind my back?!" Ethan said from behind.

I pushed Grayson off of me making him stumble and hit the floor.

"Ethan I swear on my life I didn't do anything with him. If anything, I was trying to get that cologne smelling freak off of me" I said walking over towards him.

He shook his head not believing a word I was saying.

"Why'd it have to be Grayson. Out of all people why him?! Just a few months ago he was calling you out of your name, and now you decide to be a dumb bitch and go after him?!"

"First of all I—"

"Save it" he clenched his jaw "Get out of my house. Now." He said pointing at the door.

"Your kidding." I chuckled, he was staring me down like I was his prey. "Right?"

"Dose it look like I'm kidding?"

"Your being unreasonable!"

"You were being a fucking whore bitch behind my back!"

"Ethan do you really think I would go to Grayson after all the hurtful things he said? Do you really think that?" My voice cracked. "You know what? Fine. I'll grab my belongings and get outta your hair. Even though I didn't cheat...I'm sorry."

His face softened and he looked like the definition of guilty.

I went up the staircase to the room I slept in and began packing my stuff, trying to make plans in my head of where I was gonna go. I can't go back to my parents house, not after what my mom said. In a skinny persons mind, what she said wouldn't hurt much, but just think about it...what if someone you loved told you, you needed to lose weight? Not once...but multiple. You'd feel guilt every time you eat something, thinking about about would it make that person happy.