The boys' show had just ended and I was heading backstage like I have done for every one of their shows since I began dating Connor.
I headed through the backstage entrance and was about to enter the boys' dressing room, the door was wide open. But it seemed like James and Connor were having a serious conversation that I didn't want to interrupt, so I just stood in the doorway and listened. Neither of them saw me, James was focused on Connor as he spoke, and Con's back was facing me.
"So you're happy?" James asked.
"Fuck happy man, I feel absolutely perfect whenever I'm with her. I love her so much, I don't even know how to explain it. She makes me feel so amazing. Before her, I thought that only music and performing with you guys could do that. But she has made me feel feelings that I've never felt before," Connor said happily.
I smiled to myself when I heard that. "Well, that's love for ya, it's a whole different world," James said.
"It's a world I never thought I'd find, though. She really makes me feel like the luckiest guy in the world, I don't know what I'd do if I lost her," he said.
James looked at him seriously, "You won't lose her, don't bother worrying about that."
"But sometimes, I just don't feel like I'm enough for her, you know? I feel like I disappoint her. I just want the best for her." he said. His shoulders showed all of his emotion, and I felt horrible inside, hearing that he thought of himself that way.
"You're the best thing for her, I've seen the way she looks at you. She's madly in love with you man," James said, placing his hand on Con's shoulder.
He looked up at him, "I really think I could spend the rest of my life with her, I really love her."
James smiled at him and his eyes met mine before he looked away and then did a double take. He began chuckling a bit, and Connor was obviously confused before he turned so that he could see what James was laughing at.
"Oh my god," he exclaimed, putting his head in his hands. "How much of that did you hear?" he asked, looking extremely embarrassed.
And when he heard my laugh and saw the huge smile on my face, he knew I heard every word.
Okay sorry for how cheesy this was, I just saw this one-liner on Tumblr and wanted to use it, but I definitely could've used it in a better way. Sorry!
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