a life unloved

Alone

The emptiness I feel consumes everything like a black hole
ever hungry
until I am a lifeless ghost onky abke to view humanity
never able to express the tears hidden behind my smiles
What's left is a pit feeling in the bottom of my stomach
that I'm all alone
becsuse my friendship is "dying
And my parents scream at me to much
I feel like I am going to throw up as the memories flood back
like Niagara falls, I am falling at 200 mph
for the wrong people and the wrong things
falling down, down,down
into a void of emptiness and sorrow
until I wake up in a valley of sweat
It was only a nightmare
but that nightmare was more of a dream
where I can escape my reality
because my life is a nightmare I can never wake up from.