I always wanted to know what the earth was like. I always wondered how it would be like, if I would ever get to see it or if I would be stuck in this cell forever
Or until I turn 18 and get floated. I don't know which is worse.
I used to think I was all alone. That was until Bellamy anyway, but Il get to that later.
I had lost my father and as I learnt that it was my mother who got my father killed, I realised that I started loosing her too.
I felt more alone day by day.
Like I said, Bellamy helped with that. He can be an asshole sometimes, and he makes rash decisions but he is loyal and only wants the best for our people.
At first I only saw what everyone else saw in him - The asshole. But After a while I realised that he had good intentions, that he wasn't a killer or a jerk.
He is part of the reason that i still fight today. That I havn't given up on everything
For that, I am forever greatful.
"What are you thinking?" A rough voice called throught my thought. Can you guess who?
"Nothing much" I said as Bellamy came closer and wrapped his arms around me. I snuggled in closer, loving the safe feeling I got when he had his arms around me
"Hmm. " He said as he kissed my forehead and let go of me sighing "Your always thinking of something" He declared looking at me with concern
"I just..I don't know. I guess I was just thinking of how alone I felt. You know how I found out my mom was the one who turned in my dad, how Wells died too" I sighed. Somehow he could always make me spill my guts
"Your not alone, Clarke" He said in a soft voice "You have me" He said quietly
"I know" I said giving him a small smile
"You will always have me" He said as his lips met mine.
