Hate

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Hate is a strong word.

Strong words for strong people I guess,

I am only strong because I'm not dead yet.

Dead is another strong word.

If I wanted you dead then you probably wouldn't be dead.

I'm not that strong.

I'm not so strong that I could kill anyone.

Not you,

Not her,

Not me.

And if we are to use strong words on ourself then we are three different strong words,

Mental,

Narcissistic,

Whore.

And if so then apparently,

I'm an attention whore.

I'm mentally unstable.

I'm a narcissistic person.

I deserve to be dead.

(6.3.2018)

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