So It Seemed // Why Don't We ✔

Chapter 23: Wrong

"I've always had a problem with relationships
But that's what happens when you see the world through a broken lens"
-Remember This by NF

"Your best friends are the ones who are always there for you, no matter what." -Unknown

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⚠TRIGGER WARNING⚠

I woke up feeling terrible, worse than ever. I took a shower and got dressed in track shorts, and a sports bra. I put my hair a messy bun and turned the TV on.

The Why Don't We boys popped up in an interview on the news.

"So your guys' friend, Milan has been spotted in Michigan. Rumor has it that she's been there for about a month now. What's that all about?"

"She's been having some rough times. And..." Zach looked to Jonah.

"She's visiting a couple friends."

Corbyn spoke up, "She's coming home soon though!"

The reporter nodded, "What about her family? How've they been doing without their sister?"

"It's been rough." Jack said.

"They miss her, and so do we." Daniel smiled.

Zach took the mic and looked into the camera, "But like Corbyn said, she's coming home soon. This interview is over."

The TV switched to the news and the boys left the screen. Zach seemed almost upset. It made me feel worse how much they miss me. Like when Jack said it's been rough for them, it hit me hard.

I choked back sobs and walked to the bathroom. Maybe if I wasn't here, it wouldn't be so rough. I looked into the mirror and thought about the pros and cons. The pros outweighed the cons. That made my decision.

I grabbed the razor and slid down the wall with it in my palm. I thought about everyone I ever loved, my parents, siblings, the band, the two here. I put the silver piece of metal to my arm and started cutting into the skin, deep. I kept doing that, multiple times.

Both arms were now covered in blood and my vision was blurry, dotted with black. I started to get dizzy and soon, I was consumed by darkness.

Kian's POV

Jace and I were on our way over to Mikey's. We planned to surprise her with coffee and candy. We approached her door and stood outside.

I looked over to Jace, "What if she's busy, or doesn't wanna hang?"

"She's fine. Open the dang door." He laughed.

I chuckled and opened the door, without knocking. A new thing we've been doing. We set the stuff on her table and walked to the living room. No one was there. We walked to her room, no one.