No Forever

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"Hey Seungkwan!" Seokmin said cheerfully, taking a seat beside the Jeju boy on the bus. Seungkwan didn't say anything and just stared at the window. "Seungkwan? Hellooo~ where's my smiley Seungkwan that I know?"

The younger sighed, "not here."

"Seungkwannie please..."

"Seokmin hyung I'm sorry it just... hurts, so damn much." Seungkwan closed his eyes.

The taller boy patted the other on the back, "hey let it out buddy, hit me with everything that hit you."

The latter inhaled deeply before letting out and exhale and starting. "He announced it today, Hansol made it official. He's going back to America. I didn't even get a chance to confess yet Seokmin. And I've known him for ages! My best friend and major crush is leaving me forever!"

"Shh shh," Seokmin whispered as he soothingly rubbed circles into the younger's back. "He won't leave you forever, I'm sure he'll be back someday. Plus there's the internet! You can FaceTime, Skype, PM, DM, call each other, text each other, the list goes forever..."

"It won't be the same hyung," he stared at his shoes. "It's not going to be the same without Hansol in real life, his smile will be in pixels and his laugh will be laggy. And... I dunno it just will never be the same without Hansol."

"I know man I'll miss him too-"

"But you didn't love him."

Seokmin looked at the little boy, he looked like a lost puppy who can't find his way home. "I know Seungkwan, I know how it feels. Trust me I've been left behind more than once. Look at me now! Soonyoung and I became friends again, and even though Jisoo Hyung and I broke up we got back together!"

Seungkwan just stared at him. "It's my stop now, sorry hyung I'll see you later."

"Seungkwan, if you ever need anything, the boys and I are here for you. Don't ever hesitate to talk to us..."

"I know, bye." Seungkwan sounded dead for the first time, as if he'd never be happy ever again. He walked like a sloth off the bus, the frown never leaving his lips.

He got into the elevator and went up to the third floor, everything seemed gloomy, everywhere Seungkwan went seemed gloomy. Seungkwan got off and approached the door to his small apartment. Just as he was about to unlock the door, he noticed something taped to it.

A paper reading: Boo Seungkwan

"Huh?" Seungkwan said quietly to himself. "For me?" He slowly took it off the door and opened it.

Dear Seungkwan,
Ayo it's me. Meet me at the park at 4:17 be there or be square, and no one wants to be a square. Haha kidding I'm not like Johnny and Mark. Anyways see you soon Kwannie!!~
I love you♥︎
Chwe Hansol

Huh, Hansol, Seungkwan thought to himself, what does that kid want? He shrugged, went inside. He placed his bag on the couch and washed his hands. After drying them, he went back outside and out of the apartment building.

He wandered around the park with his headphones plugged in, enjoying the scenery and humming the tune to Spring Day. The song never related to him this much before; it was a cold spring day, the snow hasn't melted yet but it hasn't snowed lately, and to make it all worse, he was losing a friend, a very close friend.

"Boo!" A boy laughed slightly pushing Seungkwan over causing him to freak out.

"YAH HANSOL YOU SCARED THE CRAP OUTTA ME DON'T DO THAT AGAIN!!"

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