When you love 2 different worlds

Chapter 8.

*Into the past - 2011.*

Alice's P.O.V.

I just came from school. Why do they have to call me a swot?? I went to my bathroom, locked myself and took a little knife that no one knew I have. I had to cut my wrists, I cannot listen to them. So, I cut them and took a shower. Thank to God it was a winter and I could hide my wrists. I was going on teraphy 2 months ago because of that problem, but it didn't work. My parents don't get that I'm sick and tired of life. I hate my school. I hate my mates. I hate my parents. I hate Justin. I hate Josh. I hate Leah. I hate the whole world. I hate me. I just want to die....

*summer 2012.*

I was on youtube watching some videos and was looking at my wrists. I cut myself five minutes ago. I listened to Ellie Goulding a bit and when video ended I saw in 12th little screen writing "One Direction - What makes you beautiful". I clicked on it and watched it. Wait, did I just smile? After that video few screens of their songs. I cklick on "Save you tonight". This is so perfect. Later I click on "Up all night". Amazing, really. Suddenly I went to 'facebook' and search for - "One Direction". I click on their official page and saw them. They are so adorable. I like their page and continue listening to them. They are really perfect guys...

*2 months later*

I heard their song One thing on radio. They just played. Later I went on youtube again and watched to the One thing video again. Later I saw on screen 4 veeeery cute boys. Who are these guys?? 5 Seconds of summer. They are some youtube songing and playing lads. I listened to cover of Ed Sheeran's Lego house that Luke sang. Yeah, that's the name of blonde one. Hos voice is amazing. Later I listen to another their song "Safe to say". The guy on box was singing. His name is Ashton. He has cute angel smile. But, my eye fell on guy that in face looked like asian. He is the cutest boy I've never seen in my whole life. He is playing bas. They even don't have anything and it didn't stop them to record videos on their own. I'm support to them now.....

*Spring 2013.*

I had to hear 5SOS' new song. The name of the song was Heartbreak girl. Oh my Goodness, it's so perfect. For long time I haven't cut my wrists and the scarves are not seen anymore. I started to think more positive about lofe than ever before. Everybody thinks that it's weird that I am not unhappy anymore. Even I started to love my brothers and my little sister. I found out how life is actually good, and if I never had a friend. I went on facebook and saw a friend request. Carrie Collins. She is also a Directioner and 5SOSfam. I accepted request and one minure later we started to chat:

Carrie:

"Hi, we go in the same school :) "

Me:

"Wait a minute, now I know you. You also went to the teraphy with me? :D "

Carrie:

"Well, yes, but 1D and 5SOS actually made me strong, the teraphy didn't work. "

Me:

"Same thing girl, hahHa :D ♡♥♡♥"

Carrie:

"So, should we meet somewhere to talk, maybe in the park? :) ♡♥ "

Me:

"Yes, of course, when to be there?"

Carrie:

"Well at 3 pm."

Me:

"Okay. Bye :) "

I took a shower and wore some jeans, T-shirt and wore jeans jacket. I came right in time, so and she did.